Hard to describe. This song maybe tells the story better than me so far. Slipping through my fingers.....xxxx

I remember I cried ........

I can only start from Today because Today is now. I would like to personally thank the Ottun family for their selfless and generous act of kindness - 4 years ago they set up and prepared this forever missed page in Jessica's name. The page has been waiting for me to feel ready and able to begin adding the page content.

For now, I only feel ready to talk about today. Jessica's 18th birthday. I cannot re-live or look back at what was and I cannot as yet share Jessica's stories about her life as too painful for me. 
But it is a start and I take baby steps to keep moving forward. Weird contradiction as to move forward I must look back. I am happy to share this forever missed page with Jessica's friends and others who would like to contribute. Share your stories, your words, your feelings, your memories, photos and videos. I have lots to learn how I administer the page but I will try.