Wow over 100 visit in less than 2 days ,,, pretty girl..
Hey My Beautiful Daughter. The holidays are coming up soon,you know how I like to change things up in here, The Holidays are the hardest time for what is left of our family .Ha most of them are up there with you It is going to be harder than usual this year because Grandpa is up there with you and I bet you two are having a lot of fun.Him playing guitar and you are probably singing.I find comfort that you two are togeither.. I still miss you so bad, It is so unfair you didnt get to grow up .I wish I could take us all back to 97 I would not have moved you and your sis here i wish i would have kept you two in Oklahoma with our friends, maybe you would still be here with us, I am sorry the last several months of your life was so sad and you were so unhappy ,Nobody should have to leave this world that way But you were strong and you held your head high thru it all.I am sorry I hate myself because I could not fix it I do believe God took a Rose that day. I know you are happy now. I just wish it would not have had to been you.So many times I wish you were here with me and your sister you two were so close and I think she suffers the most without you. You would be so proud of her she goes thru the same turmoil you did but she is stronger than you,You taught her that . Your nephew and niece are the light of my life, your niece has the same crooked front tooth you had. she favors you has a lot of your ways and she talks often of you, its a mystery to us but somehow she knows you and that is something that only you can explain. Crazy how you have been gone so long but the pain remains the same for the ones who loved you. I pray you watch over your sister and niece and nephew continue to guide her help her thru these hard times and help her find the happiness she so deserves.Help her to get away from this town and have a better life .I am so sorry I guess its my burden to bear that I brought you both here..I love you Young Lady and You are missed every second minute of everyday, Thank you for all the signs you send us ,Its keeps us going strong,,,,You are definitely The Wind Beneath Our Wings, Give Grandpa a big hug from Us We miss you both sooooo much !!!!!!!