Jessica was pregnant with Maria and I took her for a routine check up. Dr Fern was not in that day but another OB physician was covering. She was a very pretty blonde.

She came in and talked to Jessica, measured her belly and all that stuff. I asked her a couple of questions about the birth and Jessica snickered. I looked at her, like whats wrong with you????

Low and behold the Dr had a hugh mole on her forehead, I tried ingnoring it. I thought I did well.

The more conversation I had with the Dr the more Jessica laughed. Finally the Dr left the room and Jess was like MOM!, you were talking to her mole!!

We laughed for months after that. I never told Maria that story but I plan to! What a great memory of her happy times!
Miss you alot Jess, your smile is in my heart

One of Jessica's favorite and most fitting songs was " Beautiful " by Christina Aguilara.

Everytime I hear that song it makes me happy and sad at the same time.
As everyone remembers her Gothic days. LOL!!!!

Jess would sing that song all the time, and how appropriate!


Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly it's hard to breath
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain, feel so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down

So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends your deliriuos
So consulmed in all your doom
Tryin' hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone
Left the puzzle undone, ain't that the way it is?

Cause you a re beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no

So don't you bring me down today


And everywhere we go
The sun will always shine
But tomorrow we might awake on the other side
I am beautiful in every single way

So don't bring me down today.

Sing it baby girl!