Posted by Kassidi Dircksen on November 19, 2017
Hey Jess, I miss you so much!!! I wish you was here!! I've been bullied at school all last year and if I told you I could imagine your face but I can't... I love you!! And kaleab misses you sm!!! I know your happy with my grades at school and I know you see me being so nervous about intering a different and new school!! Christmas isn't the same with you not here... I miss your voice , your laugh, your smile, and your hugs!!! I'll forever will miss you!!! You made me so happy!! I always wanted to be with you every weekend!! I always loved helping you change Kaleabs clothes but not his poopy dipers!!! You always smelled like subs from subway!!! I miss playing that monkey game with you and Logan!!! I miss staying the night with you... I miss having someone else to talk to about my problems other then Brenda and my mom....
Posted by Khaya Notallowed on December 25, 2016
I CNT believe that 6 yes ago you was gone at this time... Love and miss you Aunt Jess.
Posted by Khaya Notallowed on December 23, 2016
I cant believe that in 2 days you will be gone for 6 years. Love you now and always. Miss you more everyday.
Posted by Khaya Nenstiel on May 20, 2016
You were my best friend and i didn't think you would leave me so soon. I remember when i used to spend all of my time with you. I always remember you are in a better place and you are with uncle Vernon. Love and miss you guys sooooo much. If i could i would walk up the stairs to heaven and bring you guys back to this world to spend one more day with you guys. You guys are prolly watching me type this right now. You and aunt Sara were and still are my #1 aunts. I hope you are dancing on clouds for me. I know you are with Bob Marley and all of your other favorite artists. If not close to all of your favorite artists. love you guys much.
Posted by Khaya Nenstiel on May 20, 2016
I love and miss you so much Aunt Jess you are on my mind day and night.
Posted by Jamie Cook on December 12, 2015
Jessica I miss you terribly. All the great memories in school. We had some great memories outside of school but I wish we had more. You was taken away from us too soon but I'm sure your looking down on us a smiling knowin you got a wonderful son and some great friends. Jessica Marie you are wonderful. You gave that girl so much light in her eyes. You clearly was her best friend and she prolley could never repay you for that. I love you smayda and I will see you again.
Posted by Jessica Marie on December 12, 2015
Beautiful girl you are deeply missed. I wish I could call you just to catch up on things. I seen a picture of Kaleab on your moms phone & he is so big and handsome!! He was holding his Christmas tree that he made for school..he did a good job!!! I know you are smiling down on him with pride & joy. Doesn't seem like you have been gone almost 5 years and it's still not fair. I hope you are bonding with my sister she knew how much I loved you! I'll see you in heaven one day girlie.
Posted by Mike Sloas on December 12, 2015
Smayda, there is no way I can describe how much you are missed. The day you left us a small piece of everyone left with you and while we still hurt from your leaving, we know you are in a better place laughing it up with Lennon, Marley, hendrix, and joplin. We will all see you again someday and I know that you have watched over us and in your own way told us you are OK on the otherside. All the great times we had like helping my mom decorate her Christmas tree I'm pretty sure I have pictures from that time somewhere. I'll see you again tamata someday so save me a seat where your are we have a lot of catching up to do. Love ya girl and miss you till we see each other again.
Posted by Matthew Lynch on December 12, 2015
Thinking about you!!!
Posted by christina smayda on June 22, 2015
Today Mike is burying his brother Vernon..You always liked him, He lost his battle with Cancer..I miss you every day , you will always be in my heart..xoxoxoxoxoxMom
Posted by christina smayda on December 30, 2014
I miss you as much has that terrible morning I found out you was gone ..When you left you took apart of me that can never be replaced..I love and miss you so much little girl..
Posted by Tracey Dircksen on January 24, 2014
I miss you...... Hope Im doing what you would want me too. I ll always try to think of you before i make any decision. I love you!!!
Posted by christina smayda on January 5, 2014
You would be proud of me I went to Brittany son's viewing today ,but it was like being at yours all over again it was hard ...I miss you so much, I know you will always be with me..but my life will never be the same with out you,,i love you so much and miss you more then life it self....xxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Posted by christina smayda on December 25, 2013
Well we came out to see on the 3rd year anniversary day..It is just as hard as the day I got the news of you being gone...We love you so much!!Our lives will never be the same without you,,When you left you took a part of me the can never be replaced by anyone!!Ilove you and miss you more than words can say....
Posted by christina smayda on March 8, 2013
I would like to wish you a very Happy Birthday, I know it was yesterday..I took Connie and Kaleab out to see you and took you new flowers...I hope you enjoyed them...Sara came up and we took Kaleab out in the snow to play ..he had a ball Just like you as a toddler loves the snow...He is so much like you all ...When you left, you took a part of me that can never be replaced...
Posted by christina smayda on December 25, 2012
Christmas will never be the same..Your son is so much like you as a toddler...the day you left this world you took part of me that can never be replaced ....I miss the midnight talks with you,your laugh or you telling me everything will be okay....I love you and miss you!!
Posted by christina smayda on March 7, 2012
My baby Jess , I wish you a happy birthday, the day you died you took a part of my heart with you...I love and miss you more than anybody knows...Our lives will never be the same with out those baby blues and that winning smile you have..You live on though your handsome lil guy Kaleab, he is the apple of your eyes and has your spirit....Love you forever Mom
Posted by Tracey Dircksen on March 7, 2012
I love you and miss you more each day. Happy Birthday. Gma Kaleab and I came to visit and Kaleab was babbling away
I'm sure you know what he was saying.. I miss you!!!!
Posted by Tracey Dircksen on January 2, 2012
I cant believe its been a year since weve talked. I will miss you forever. You would be so proud of Kaleab he is just like you.He is always smiling and loves everyone.I love and miss you.
Posted by christina smayda on January 1, 2012
I miss you so much and love you more than anything in the world..Your Son Kaleab is the apple of your eyes,,you would be so proud of him....Love your Mom.."
Posted by christina smayda on January 1, 2012
"Jessicaone year, since I have talked to you and seen that beautiful smile and the beautiful baby blue eyes.I miss you so much and love you..I remember the conversion with you on Christmas Eve,Before I left for Church with your brother and Mike...Then I saw you leave that early morning Christmas Day and Than the Sheriff came and Give me the worst news in the world..That my baby was gone forever.
Posted by david mcgriff on June 30, 2011
wow, there is just so much to say..see you again one day, sittin on the dock of the bay. you are the lizard queen you can do anything. love and miss you always.
Posted by evelyn travis on June 30, 2011
hey girl. we miss you so much. its so hard to think that you arent coming back. it sucks so bad. girl you were the best. the lives of your friends and close family will never be the same...we love you girl.
Posted by Sara Smayda on February 11, 2011
Jessica, I will never forget all of the awesome memories you gave us. I can't help but smile when I think of you. You were the best sister I could of ever asked for, we had a lot of really good times. I remember we could stay up all night talking about anything and everything. I don't think you knew it (& it kills me) but you were my rock. I can't wait to see you again someday, love and miss you
Posted by shannon kirby on February 9, 2011
O my dearest smayda i love you and miss you soo very much! i will carry our memories forever and never forget any of them! you were such a great friend... you will never be forgotten! you will forever be in my heart my lovely! i love you jessica louise!
Posted by Jessica Blechinger on February 7, 2011
My dearest friend..I can honestly say that you very unique laugh is forever embedded in my brain! O how I miss you love..I will never forget all the adventures you and I had..the bond that we shared and even though we didnt know it but the learning experiences. I miss you so much it hurts. I hope you like your peace signs..
Posted by Jennifer Brobst on February 7, 2011
I love you so much Jess. You are truly missed everyday. I will never forget your smile, big blue eyes and that laugh of yours. You always knew how to make me smile. I wish I could go back to when we were young and played outside and had no cares or worries. Kaleab had the best mommy ever and everyone will make sure he knows how wonderful you were. Love you forever.
Posted by kirsite little on February 7, 2011
i really miss you jess!!! miss the talks we would have when you and logan would come over just miss you smile!! i will see you again jess love you!!
Posted by Judith Hallberg on February 7, 2011
Beautiful Jessica's tragic death reminded me of this quotation:
"Life is short and we do not have too much time to gladden the hearts of those who travel with us, so be swift to love and make haste to be kind."
. . .Henri-Frederic Amiel
Posted by Tracey Dircksen on February 6, 2011
We love and miss you so much!! Our lives will never be the same without you.When you left, you took a part of me that can never be replaced.

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