Dude we been throw so much, more then anyone would ever no. More then wat we told anyone. Ya, we fought, we would never let anyone hurt each other. Bro, when I got the bang on my door and when I I was told my heart still hasn't was crushed. I done felt some pain in my life but never like that. And when you come to me in these dreams I'm always having. And then u passed on my brithday.. I could never forget you. You was my dude. Fuck dude I wasnt ready for you to go. Not like that bro. Bro I miss you all the time. I think about you everyday. And if ur looking down you no I do.. then you know as well how bad this has fucked me up. Jbird, no one could ever take ur place in my heart.im sorry this happened. It should have been me not you. You was so much better then me in so many ways. Ur kids will never get to know how strong ur love was for them.how you would have done anything for them.ill never forget the last time we talked.. but that's for us to remember... And I'll never forget. Bro, I love you dude. And you wouldn't want me to be crying. But bro, I can't help it... Its do hard. And I'm not strong as I used to be. I got so much guilt..you left me like that dude.. fuck.. bro.. I'm being greedy.. you left us. And I know something' ain't right about that whole thing.. and someone delete that video you sent me that night. I can't believe it.bro do me a favor can you please so down with the dreams. Cause nigga I need some sleep sometimes . Are if ur trying to tell me something please just say it. Cause nigga you would never play games are hold anything back. 3 years Nov this Nov. Fuck it still feels like this happened a week ago. But if ur looking down are reading this first I want to say fuck you for you dieing on my brithday.and second thing is. Bro, you no how I feel. Dude, I love and miss you so much. I'm doing my best. If you got anyway please touch my heart. Cause this wasn't alright. You was taking from me. And I'm fucking mad as hell. I'm so hurt. They took a piece of me. And I can't never get that back once it's gone. So my world is fucked around. Oh, and bro, JJ dude he looks just like you. He might come this summer. I hope so. I'm, sorry I wasn't there. I would have did anything for you if I could. And you know that. Jbird, my dude my flesh and blood. I'll never forget you. Never...
I love you ....