This picture you had in the middle of your bible because I know that you always wanted to have mommy and daddy together we love you mijo no matter what. 

Aqui esta una de tus canciones que dejastes grabadas en mi Laptop mijo para tu grama so sorry que nunca me gusto esa musica pero sabes que hoy la escucho en tu honor mijo Love you papi

Hi Mijo,

I' am here papi thinking every second of my days since you were gone.  It's been almost 2 years that you left to heaven and I just want to tell you that I love you soooooo much and miss you.  I had a dream last night that lots of white balloons were popping jumping and that Lety your sister and I said your name and we caught a balloon and it was you listening to us.  Mijo sometimes, I can feel you so close to me but I want to feel you more closely to me I want to feel you hug you and kiss you papi.  My heart is crying and bleeding for your phisical emptyness here in life.  I just want to hear your laugh and your screaming my name or waiting for me to go out to eat or to go buy you your cigarrets. So many things that we lived together that only you and I have in our hearts 

Jesus, Mijo I loved listening to you trying your whole best in learning how to play your accordion.  Hey , you did great you got to learn las Mananitas , and many other tones.  I remember that who ever visited the house the first thing you showed them was your accordion little things like this make me feel that your pure innocent life and soul is with God.  I know for sure that you are in Gods Cor us in heaven " I imagine you playing the best music with lots of peace and joy.  Te amo mi vida I love you my baby

What a day to remember it was only us two on Christmas December 24th of 2010.  I got off work thinking what to surprise you with so I cooked a turkey and got you what you always wanted wrapped it so but so many times.  I enjoyed looking at your inocent face with the excitement of wanting to know what you got for Christmas.  I let you open 1 small gift only,  the other was to be opened after midnight.  It was so but soooooooooo wonderful unwrapping your gift.   I remember when you opened it and saw your IPOD you started crying and you made me cry we hugged eachother wishing to have the whole family together but, we understood that sometimes we just couldn't control and get everything we really wanted.  I know that we ate together we were always together because you were and will always be my baby.  For a mother no matter how old are your children they will always be your babys, kids , children how ever is better.  It wasn't about the things it was about being happy and having the love that we always showed to eachother eventhough sometimes theres always problems and up and down days.  Mijo I love you and I know you are listening to me know because I can feel you sweetheart.  I will always have you in my heart see you soon papi.

Jesus,  was a very loving young man,  he loved his dog charger a beautiful pitbull that was his only very close friend when he felt lonley.  He also had Gucci a beautiful chihuahua that he have given me for my birthday back in June on 2010.  He dreamed of having a ranch with horses, goats and chickens and roosters.  His biggest dream was helping his uncle expand his screenprinting business.  He had so many dreams that never came thru because his life ended so early he was gone to soon.  I do believe that his animals his dogs made him so happy and they were his best friends therapy.  Charger is in very good hands I miss him too.  A short story of my son to all of you.