Jingqi, I don't know why I suddenly think of you this morning, probably in a zoom meeting, I glanced someone's last name is same as yours. Then I googled your name, found this shocking news which it's hard to believe. With tears, I reviewed the photo collections, it's you, your sweet smile!
I met you and your family in fall 1998, when I started my first job in University of Hull. There were a few days gap between my first day at work and the flat I rented. You kindly offered me to stay in your house. I remembered you made nice breakfast, with your soft voice, you reminded your daughter Yun, a lovely elementary school girl, to eat an apple.
Then I often ran into you and your husband, our offices were located at the same floor in Ferens building, I so admired your talent on physics research.
A few months later, you told me you were starting a new job at Queen Mary soon. I recalled in my trip to London, I visited your home and had a wonderful dinner. You walked me to the underground station that evening. Next year, I left UK, we lost connection.
I should have looked for you earlier to support you. In recent years, I have involved in a local Chinese cancer support society, where volunteers work very closely with cancer patients to support them and their families. I am sorry I wasn't able to help you, but you were brave and strong. You are a successful scientist, a great mother and wife, a warmhearted friend. I was so lucky to meet you, and I will remember you forever.