The Anniversary of Gram's and your passing has come and gone and the pain has diminished some but it never will completely go away. It's been 9 years since and now that we have Christiana I know you are here as her Guardian Angel to protect your Granddaughter. I know you would have loved Elli. I love you all and miss you terribly sorry. God bless.

Happy Belated Birthday, Mom !! I have been through much and have come back intact and married and you have beautiful, darling granddaughter, Christiana JoLynn, whom I know you are looking out for. I so wish you could see her. I know you are. Please watch over her. I love you, Mom !!

You're missed, but heaven Is so much nicer than earth. =]

Happy Birthday, Mom !! I know it's 4 days after the fact, but I was quietly celebrating your birthday. Christiana JoLynn McAteer, your Granddaughter turned 9 months old today, Mom. Dear sweet, Lord, I miss you very much. But still, I soldier on. Love always. I know you're smiling next to me looking at her and Elli.

I remember you, Mom, but who remembers you ??? No one shares and it burns me. I love you, Mom.

I know I haven't been on here in some time. Apparently, I guess you could say I've been going through the motions of healing.

Mom, I dearly miss you and I do know that you are looking down from Heaven. I feel it at times too. I know that you are happy that I have finally married and I have a daughter on the way. Christiana Ray should be coming into the world on April 7th. She will be beautiful and smart.

I suppose that the healing process never completely "ends" as such, but I am moving on with my Life, Mom.

I believe you would have come to love Elisha. She is something else.

I miss you Mom, more than what mere words can say....

I love you.

Happy Birthday, Mom !!!

I miss you so much, Mom !! You were such a good, positive & strong woman who taught me so much not just about myself but love and dedication and loyalty. Love in my heart always !!