This memorial website was created in the memory of our beautiful baby angel, Joey paul michael Turner born sleeping on 16th July 2012.
Held for a moment, Loved for a lifetime.
Some people only dream of angels......
We've held one in our arms.
We will remember him forever.
R.I.P Little Man x x x
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Leave a tributeOn 16th July I was told you didnt survive, this broke my heart.
Everyone misses you lots.
You'll always have a special place in my heart xx
Lots of love,
Your Big Sister Leah xoxoxox
Love and Miss You.
Night, Night xxxxxX
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away ~
I used to sing this to your Daddy when he was a little baby, and now I'm singing it to you. Love you Joey xxxx
Today me and Daddy went to welcome into the world baby william who we are sure would of been your bestest friend as you grew together! it made us a little sad because it reminded us once again of the little boy we are missing out on, but i whisperd to william that you love him and i know you will watch over him all his life xxx
I was blessed to hold, cuddle and kiss you and only wished there could have been more. I now hold you in my heart and that is where you will stay forever. "A moment in our arms ….. a lifetime in our hearts."
Love Always, Great Auntie Mandy xxxxxX
The moon will be your pillow, the stars above your bed
Sweet dreams our little angel, untill we hold you once again xxx
And neither will a million tears, I know because I've cried
Sleep tight our beautiful Joey. Nanny and Grandad will always love you. xxx
And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world
But then it flies again and though we wish it could have stayed...
We feel lucky to have seen it. RIP Little Man. xxxxx
Mommy and Daddy Love You so very much! x x x
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4 years later
It has been nearly 4 years since you passed little man. A whole 4 years, sat here thinking of all the things you would have learnt to do over the years... All them birthdays Christmases which were spent standing over your headstone wishing things would be so much different. Not a day or hour passes where I don't think of you. And I know mommy does too... Your baby brother and sister are growing up. Oh how much I wish you could be here to play with them. Nearly 4 years since I seen your precious face, held you close, kissed your tiny lips. Yet the memory of you lay in my arms hasn't faded .. The heartache hasn't eased... The tears haven't stopped flowing .... And my love for you only continues to grow. It breaks my heart knowing you won't be at my wedding. Knowing you will never get to meet your nieces and nephews. There's so much your going to miss and I know I can never change that. But I know your looking over me always. They say there is a reason they say that time will heal but neither time nor reason could change the way I feel. I feel empty... Incomplete without you baby boy. I would give everything and anything to have you back!! I'm trying to make you proud, honestly I am, I know I need to stop arguing with mommy :(... I know you wouldn't want me to be sad, I'm trying to stay positive but it's hard knowing someone I love so much is no longer here, but I also know that nanny Sheila and all the other Angels are taking such good care of you. And one day .. Soon enough .. I promise you we will meet again. And make up for lost time. Spread your wings and fly my darling angel. Wait for me by heavens gates my beautiful baby brother... A moment in our arms, a lifetime In our hearts. Leah misses and loves you more than you could ever understand.
I came across this poem on the SANDS website and was incredibly moved by it. As Joey's nanny I know I now walk in different shoes to those I walked in before, but I also know that my pain (as awful as it is) is nothing when compared to that of Joey's mommy. I dedicate this poem to Shelly and all the other angel mommies out there. xxxxx
An Ugly Pair of Shoes
I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in the world.
Some women are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they dont hurt quite as much.
Some have walked in the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child.
-Author Unknown-
But I can hear her crying When all others are in bed.
I watch her lay awake at night And go to hold her hand.
She doesn't know I'm with her
To help her understand. But like the sands upon the beach
That never wash away... ... I watch over my surviving Mom, Who thinks of me each day.
She wears a smile for others...
A smile of disguise.
But through heaven's open door I see tears flowing from her eyes.
My Mom tries to cope with my death
To keep my memory alive.
But anyone who knows her Knows it's her way to survive.
As I watch over my surviving Mom Through heaven's open door...
I try to tell her Angels protect me forevermore.
I know that doesn't help her...
Or ease the burden she bares.
So if you get a chance,talk to her...
And show her that you care.
For no matter what she says...
No matter what she feels.
My surviving Mom has a broken heart
That time won't ever heal.
R.I.P Joey I love you so very much x x x