I WAS INCHES AWAY FROM THE ENTRENCE. ABLE TO HEAR MANY PEOPLE TALKING. TO EACH OTHER, AS IN A DINING ROOM SETTING. LAUGHING AND HAPPY CONVERSATIONS, THEN THIS DOUNUT OBJECT, COMES TOWARD ME. WITH A RIM, AROUND THE DOUNUT HOLE OF SWIRLING, BRIGHT WHITE CLOUDS. AND STOPED. OUT OF THE CENTER. A CLEARLY UNDERSTOOD DEEP LOUD CLEAR VOICE. THAT STILL BE HEARD TODAY BY ME. IT'S NOT YOUR TIME YET. 4 1/2 DIFFERANT TIMES, THIS WAS SAID TO ME NOW. SO THERES NOT ANYONE THAT CAN CONVINCE. ME NOTHING ELSE EXIST. I FELT, NEW IN FULL POWER. AS I WAS YOUNG. NO PAIN. HEALTHY. AND A WARM COMFORTABLE FEELING OF WELCOME. IT WAS, IN SOME DEATHS FELT. THAT NOTHING DONE ON EARTH, MATTERS. IF YOUR THERE. WAS A VERY EYE OPENING EXPERENCE. ONE WHICH I AM SURE MY BROTHER. YOUNGER BY 6 YEARS, NOW HAS BEEN THROUGH. FROM SPACE DUST, TO HUMAN EXPERENCE TO ANGELICAL. HE IS DOING NOW. FOR EVER, AND WELL BE WELL, TAKEN CARE OFF. I AM SURE. OR HE BE BACK COMPLAINING HA. GOD WILL PROTECT HIS SOUL. HE BELIVED IN JEUS, AS WE WENT TO CATHLIC SCHOOL TOGETHER TILL COMFERMATION. WE LIVED IN A NYC. HI RISE 13 FLOOR. WE USE TOO GO BIKE RIDDING SO MANY PLACES, HAD OUR FAIR SHARE OF HARD TIMES. BUT STUCK TOGETHER TILL, THE END. NEVER HIT EACH OTHER ONCE. JUST YELL OR POINT OUT. AND FOGRET ABOUT IT A MINUTES, LATER AS IF IT NEVER HAPPENED. WE HUNG OUT IN WALDWICK AND SURROUNDING AREAS. AND MADE MANY FRIENDS. BUT WE HAD OUR OWN LIFE APART. THAT LOOKED OUT FOR EACH OTHER SO MANY WAYS AND TIMES. NOT ENOUGHT SPACE TO WRITE. BUT TO ME IN WALDICK HE HOPED UP CARS. AND DROVE THEM LIKE A RACE CARS IN THE STREETS, ON HIWAYS 100 PLUS AT TIMES. HIS THRILL. NO MATTER WHAT HE, DROVE THEM TO THE EDGE. BELIVE ME, HE LIVED A GOOD LIFE. AND MARRIED SARA. AND BECAME A DEVOTED HUSBAND. ONLY ONCE HE WAS MARRIED.TILL THE END. WHICH BROKE HIS HEART TO LEAVE HER, HE TOLD ME.DO WHAT YOU CAN, TO HELP HER.NOW SARA HAS TO START OVER, WITH A BROKEN HEART, THAT WILL BE VERY HARD TO MEND. BUT TIME HEALS ALL. BUT SHE WILL BE WAITED FOR ON THE OTHER SIDE I AM SURE. THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON. DESTINY. IS A REALITY OF HUMAN, LIFE EXPERENCES. NOW OUR COMPANY GREW, ATLAS AMERICA LTD. HE WORKED WITH US, AT THAT TIME. AND LEARNED TO BUILD.AND DIRECT CREWS. I LEARNED TO DRAFT. WE WORKED A LOT TOGETHER.AT END OF THE COPANY TIME, HE CREATED HIS OWN. AND WENT OFF THE CHARTS, BUILDING. AND BECAME A MILLIONARE. AND LIVED LARGER. HE WAS BLESSED. HE WILL BE MISSED. BUT SURE AS HE SAID DAYS BEORE HE PASSED I AM GOING TO BE BACK AROUND. DON'T FORGET. AS WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL. FOR MY LAST TIME I SEEN HIM ALIVED. FEELING OF CONFUSHION, OF HOW THIS COULD HAVE GOT STARTED IN HIS SYSTEM. AND ANGER AND IGNOMINY OF THE DOCTORS, ON HOW NOT TO REMOVE THE CANCER FROM THE HUMAN BODY. IN THIS DAY AN AGE. SEE YOU JOHNNY MY BLOOD BROTHER ON THE OTHER SIDE SOON. BEE COOL. WERE PRAYING FOR YOU HERE.