Dad,
   I can’t believe it’s been five years!! I miss you everyday and continue to wait for your return home to us!!! I know that sounds stupid, but you never made it home!!! I hope that I can live up to the standards to reach heaven, as I know you have, and join you there!!!!! Love you forever!!! Trac

Merry Christmas John!
Love ya!

Hey Babe, today is our anniversary,the only anniversary you acknowledge. I.miss you so much and can't wait to be with you again, no one can understand that I don't want to be here that I feel all alone. The kids think that they and their kids are enough to make me happy but they just don't understand. None of them have much to do with me and I feel all alone even when they are all with me. You are the only person that loved me unconditionally no matter what. I wasn't very good to you a lot of the time and I am very sorry for that but I hope you know that I loved you and I don't think I realized how much until you were gone. I am very sorry for that too. I wish I could turn back time and we could do it all over again, I would try my best to be a better wife and never take you for granted. All the things I was angry about when I left I now realize that you were young too and didn't know what to do about the problem and that you really loved me when I thought you didn't. As I look back I see things differently and see the things that you did for me were proof that you cared but I was too young to see it. I wish I could change that but I know you loved me unconditionally through it all. I love you so much that it hurts you were my best friend and lover the only person I could really talk to that understood. I know you would not want me to be so unhappy but I feel that I can't talk to anyone, I loved you then and I love you now and I eagerly wait for the time we will be together again. Happy Anniversary Babe, from your woman.

Today is John's 74th birthday, it is still too hard to go on without him, I will be happy when we are together again for I miss him so much that I can hardly stand it. Love you forever.

Today it has been 4 yrs. since you left me and I still love and miss you now as much as I did when you were with me. I don't know what God has in store for me but hope he doesn't leave me here till I'm 90.
I can still feel your touch and hear your voice but I'm afraid that someday I won't be able to and that really scares me, I don't think I could go on if that happens, it. is what keeps me going. I should've taken you to the hospital when you told me you had to take a nitro pill and I know that you didn't want to go through another open heart surgery so I know that I would have pushed you into it and if you didn't make it through I would never have been able to live with myself so God knew best. That doesn't make me feel any better but I have to believe that God knows best. I keep you in my heart until we are together again. Love you always!

73 yr. ago you were born on Dec. 5, 1943 and Febuary 1 2013 you left this world and I was all alone. There will never be anyone that can take your place, I love and miss you more as the days, weeks and years pass by. You were the love of my life, my best friend and lover. I know that our kids love me but it is not the same, you loved me for me with unconditional love. I have a lot of regrets and lots of things I would do over if I had the chance. While you were here with me I didn't realize what I had, I just took you for granted and I am so sorry for that. I love you my darling and I will always be your women. I love you always.

John, it has been another year and I still miss you. I really don't know how I have survived this long without you. You were my rock, you helped me through the bad times, but the worst time of my life I had to go it alone. I carry you in my heart but that isn't enough, I imiss your touch, your great contagious laugh. Even though I have my family and friends it is not enough, I feel all alone I have no one to talk to about certain things, you and I could talk about anything, you were my best friend. I pray every day that God will let me be with you, life has no meaning for me without you. I put up a pretty good front for people but inside I am dying. I love you so much it hurts so babe until we meet again. Love always.

Today is my husbands 72nd. birthday and I want to wish him a Happy Birthday in Heaven. I love you as much today as I did when you were here with me. I can't wait to be with you again. Please wait for me I am coming as fast as the good Lord will let me. Love you always.

It has been two years today that you left me and it is just as painful today as it was then. I will love you till the day I die, then we will be together forever.

Happy 71st. Birthday John, love and miss you more everyday. Will be with you on the other side when God calls me home, until then you are always with me I carry you in my heart.

Love and miss you so much Grandpa. You were a great man and i hate that you had to leave us so soon. I hope to see you agen someday. Love Always Clinton!!!