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October 22, 2023
October 22, 2023
Happy Heavenly Birthday John. I am thinking of you every single day and miss and love you with all my heart. Have a wonderful celebration with everyone. Send my love to the family. xoxoxoxo
September 5, 2023
September 5, 2023
Happy Angelversary my handsome man. I miss and love you so much. John, I don't know where these 15 years have gone, but it seems like yesterday when you went home. Someday I will be with you again my love and we will always be together xoxoxoxo
April 16, 2023
April 16, 2023
Hi John, I have been thinking about everyday my handsome man. I miss and love you with all my heart. Please keep shining your love down on me. I need your strength and guidance papa. Send my love and hugs to everyone. One day we will be together again. Tell my Georgie I miss him so much xoxoxoxoxo
October 22, 2022
October 22, 2022
Happy Birthday in heaven John!!!

I hope, you are having a great party up there...

I'm sending lots of love from Germany.
October 22, 2022
October 22, 2022
Happy Birthday John, have an awesome birthday with everyone handsome! Papa, please come to visit me in a dream or send me a sign. I just miss you so much. My heart still hurts badly even after 14 years. I miss what we had, the love we shared was beautiful. Look after Michael and just know I love him and miss him so much. I love and miss you always and forever and when I am with you and Georgie again, my heart will be whole again xoxoxoxoxoxo
September 5, 2022
September 5, 2022
Hello John!
I just wanted to wish you a happy angelversary. I'm sending lots of love from Germany. Please send your wonderful wife some signs today. She is missing you so much...
September 5, 2022
September 5, 2022
Happy Angel Day my handsome man. 14 years ago I lost my best friend, my soulmate. I miss you so much John, and I will forever love you. We had such a beautiful life, yes with plenty of moments of stress, but the love we shared was beautiful. Wait for me papa, I will be with you one day xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
April 8, 2022
April 8, 2022
Hello my handsome man, Dear God John I am missing you so much. I am lost, lonely, and crying for you all the time. I hope you are Resting in Peace and not worrying about what is going on here. I will be okay Papa. I love you with all my heart xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
January 1, 2022
January 1, 2022
Happy New Year Papa, please look after all of us here and I pray this is a better year for everyone. I love you with all my heart and miss you even more xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
December 26, 2021
December 26, 2021
Merry Christmas Papa. Sorry I didn't come on yesterday, my computer went down. I know you had a great Christmas with all our loved ones in Heaven. My Christmas is so lonely and incomplete without you and our once wonderful family. I love you and miss you so much my handsome man. I sleep with the quilt Georgie had made from your Doors tee shirt every night. It is my security blanket. Rest in Paradise my sweet husband. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
December 21, 2021
December 21, 2021
Hello Papa, show mom lots of love on her Angel Day. Tell her how much I miss and love her. Miss you so much my handsome man xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
November 25, 2021
November 25, 2021
Happy Thanksgiving my handsome man. I love and miss you every single day. Send my love to everyone XOXOXOXOXOXO
November 16, 2021
November 16, 2021
13 days since I last stepped foot into our home John. 30 years and 4 months of my life was spent in that home. I miss it so much papa and I am having a hard time adjusting. I lived with Maria and Jim for 11 days and am now with Larry. I just want to go home John, our home, 87 Sheldon Rd. I feel homeless, yet I am not. Just feeling like an emotional mess. I know, what else is new. I love and miss you every single day my handsome man. Please give me strength. XOXOXOXOXOXO
October 31, 2021
October 31, 2021
Getting ready to leave our home Papa. I am so sad John, and so damn scared. 30 years of my life here with beautiful memories of you, the kids, family, and friends, and of course not so wonderful memories, but there was a lot of love and laughter in this house at one time. John, I hope you still love me and forgive me. How I wish I could have just stayed here, but I couldn't do it anymore. Please stay with me and give me strength because I am falling apart again. I need you so bad Papa. Look after Mom John, it is so sad to hear her like this. I love you with all my heart and miss you endlessly XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
October 22, 2021
October 22, 2021
Happy Heavenly Birthday my handsome man. Today will be the last birthday I celebrate for you in our home. I guess it is on to a new chapter in my life, but nothing will be the same without you. I miss you John. I don't want this to be a sad post so have a wonderful celebration with everyone and have lots of fun in that beautiful place in the sky. I love you with all my heart, you are forever my soulmate XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
October 3, 2021
October 3, 2021
I love and miss you John. My heart has been a constant ache for 13 years. I am sure you know by now that the house has sold. I am so sorry papa, I couldn't do it anymore. I am devastated. 30 years of my life was here with so many wonderful and beautiful memories and some not so wonderful, but we always got through it. I just stopped in to tell you how much I long to see you. I have not been completely happy in 13 years, Between losing you and Georgie, my heart is permanently broken. I hope you are all celebrating Georgie's birthday today. Tell him I love him and hug him for me. I will one day be with you again my handsome man. Please wait for me XOXOXOXOXIXO
September 5, 2021
September 5, 2021
Happy Angelversary my handsome man. 13 years without you has been so hard. I miss you so much. I miss your love, your hugs, your beautiful smile, the way you talk, the way you loved your family and would do anything for us, I just miss everything papa. I am so lonely without you. I wrote a post 8 days ago and forgot to hit publish so now you have two posts to read today. I am not going to write about the house.as this is your day and I know you will be getting extra love from all our family and friends. Please know that everyone misses you and think of you often. I love you with all my heart and soul and I will see you when it is my turn to go home. Love mama xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
September 5, 2021
September 5, 2021
John, OMG Papa I am so sick. I have to sell our home and it is killing me. I am in so much pain and so unsure where life is going to lead me. I don't have a place to live and I don't want to live with anyone. I am scared John, so damn scared. Please guide me through this painful process and never leave me, never give up on me please. 30 years of my life is here, 17 with you and the kids and now it is all gone. I love you with all my broken heart and I miss you so damn much. Please give me a sign that you are not mad at me and still love me, and are with me. I am so broken and have been for 13 years and God knows I have tried to be strong. Some days I am and most days I am not. Living without you and Georgie has pretty much destroyed me. I am sorry, so sorry about Michael and the house. I suffer guilt every day. Please wait for me. One day I will be with you again xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
August 19, 2021
August 19, 2021
John, OMG Papa I am so sick. I have to sell our home and it is killing me. I am in so much pain and so unsure where life is going to lead me. I don't have a place to live and I don't want to live with anyone. I am scared John, so damn scared. Please guide me through this painful process and never leave me, never give up on me please. 30 years of my life is here, 17 with you and the kids and now it is all gone. I love you with all my broken heart and I miss you so damn much. Please give me a sign that you are not mad at me and still love me, and are with me. I am so broken and have been for 13 years and God knows I have tried to be strong. Some days I am and most days I am not. Living without you and Georgie has pretty much destroyed me. I am sorry, so sorry about Michael and the house. I suffer guilt every day. Please wait for me. One day I will be with you again xoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3 <3 <3 <3
July 18, 2021
July 18, 2021
Happy Anniversary John. 28 years ago I married the love of my life. How I wish we could have had more years together. We thought we would make it to 50 years. I asked George to have a celebration for you(us) and to make sure you know how much I love and miss you. You will always be my everything. Until we meet again, I will hold you in my heart xoxoxoxoxo
June 22, 2021
June 22, 2021
Oh my goodness John, I cannot believe that these last 2 days I thought I wrote in here for Fathers Day and it was on my FB page and not here. I am so sorry Papa. I hope you had a wonderful day and I know that Georgie and Grandma made you and Grandpa a feast. I know(but not directly) that the kids are missing you so much everyday. I also know that you are so sad about what has happened between me and them, I am to John, I don't know if you can see just how much. My biggest sadness is when it comes to Michael, I am devastated Papa, just devastated. I don't want this to be one of my mushy, depressing post so I just wanted to say that you were thought of with so much love on Fathers Day and everyday and I miss you forever and ever until I am with you and George. Then I can finally be happy again but you have to wait until it is my time, and YOU better wait for me xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
June 3, 2021
June 3, 2021
Hi Papa, how is my handsome man? John, I need your help, I need strength to make this move and I don't want to but I have to. I know all my memories are in my heart, but this was our home together and I don't want to leave. I am so scared and so alone. I truly don't know how to start this new chapter without you, without George. Please come and give me a sign, let me know you still love me. My soul is so tortured with grief and guilt. I love you so much and I miss you endlessly. xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
April 30, 2021
April 30, 2021
Hello John, I am missing you so much my handsome man. I am having such a hard time coping with life and need you so bad. I miss your warmth, love, protection. You are my true soulmate and my world came tumbling down when you went home. Thank God I had Georgie and Michael to keep me going, but now I have lost them both. Georgie is with you and my God I am so sorry about Michael. I was destroyed John, my heart was obliterated. I could not take care of me. how could I take care of Michael. I never would have lost contact with him, but since everyone else stopped talking to me what was I suppose to do. I suffer everyday papa, every single day. I pray that you don't hate me. Please John, please come to see me in a dream. I need to know what to do. It is like i am incapable of making a decision. I am so scared! I love you with all my heart. Please forgive me. My life pretty much ended losing you and George. I'm sorry xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
April 4, 2021
April 4, 2021
Happy Easter John. I miss and love you so much. Have a wonderful celebration with Jesus and all our loved ones. You will always be the love of my life, my soulmate xoxoxoxoxoxo
March 22, 2021
March 22, 2021
Just wanted to come in and tell you I love and miss you John. I think of you everyday. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
March 3, 2021
March 3, 2021
I was talking about you today Papa. I hope you could feel the love I expressed for you, and just how much I miss you. My whole world changed after I lost you, and nothing will ever be the same again, but I know you are at peace, happy, and in no more pain. I am forever grateful that I had you in my life. Thank you for loving me, and I hope you know how much i loved and still love you xoxoxoxo
February 14, 2021
February 14, 2021
Happy Valentines Day John, you will always be my special love. Give my love to all our family. With love forever, your Franny xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
February 10, 2021
February 10, 2021
Hi handsome, thinking of you every single day! I love you so much John. Thank you for the beautiful life we had together. I wish it had been longer. You gave me so much happiness and love, and though there was a lot of turmoil(not always by our doing) it was the best years of my life next to the birth and life I had with my son. We would have been together 32 years this March. Life can be so unfair, but I know I will be with you again. Papa, I suffer so much about Michael, and I am so very sorry. I know you are watching over him and keeping him safe. Please forgive me. My life ended after first losing you and then losing Georgie. I have been living such an unhappy, and sad, life and the only thing I look forward to is being with you, George, and my parents. Of course also seeing all my family and friends in Heaven. Keep looking after Mom, I miss our talks so much, she is my last link to you(here). My heart is hurting so much John. I truly miss you and I hope to one day make you proud of me. Please guide me on what i should do with the house. I don't want to leave here, but it is too much for me(financially) I know my memories are here in my heart and I will always carry them with me, but it is hard to do this alone, without you. I know that if you were still here this house would have been sold already and we would have moved to a better climate for you with the pain you suffered. Anyway, please know that I am sorry for everything, especially Michael. I could not even take care of me anymore, it was not fair to him. Until I see you again, I will hold you close to my heart. xoxoxoxoxo I miss you :'(
January 25, 2021
January 25, 2021
Thinking of you every single day John. My heart cries for you still after 12 years. I love you handsome xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
January 18, 2021
January 18, 2021
John, look after your Mom please. I feel so bad every time I talk to her. I don't believe she knows who she is talking to, at least not all the time. Keep Praying for her. I am not so sure I deserve anything from God, but Papa I need strength, I am slowly falling apart and letting myself fall deeper and deeper into a state of depression. I am sure you already see what I am doing and you are all not happy with me. I am truly sorry. Losing Mom and Dad(as you know with Dad) and especially you and Georgie has been excruciating and the most pain I ever felt in my life. I will try harder to be stronger. I love you xoxoxoxo
January 14, 2021
January 14, 2021
Hello my handsome man, I don't know why it took me so long to create this memorial. It sure wasn't because i wasn't thinking about you. You have been on my mind every single day for 12 years. My heart has been literally broken since you went home to be with Jesus, but I know you are no longer suffering and are happy being with the one you Prayed to every single day. I love you so much Papa, and I miss you with all my heart. Life will never be the same without you(and George) Please take care of him, Mom, Dad, Dad and I ask them always to take care of you. One day soon I will be with you again xoxoxoxo

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