I never knew somone could impact my life in a big way. We were together for a year and a half and I was the happiest person when we were together. The day I herd you passed away I couldn't believe it. I thought that it was a cruel joke. You were too young to go and I wish you were still here. I feel like it is my fault that you passed away. I feel like there was something that I could do to help you. We had plans for a future together and now I will never know how it is. I wish you weren't so far away because I would go and see you every day. I can't get out of my depression and I can tell that it is affecting how I am with people today. I need you to stick by me and stay with me everyday and help me get through my days. I love you and I will see you soon baby boy.