Well its been 2 years ... and it's not any easier living without you .. dam it john .. I need you here ... love you Bubba .. we will see each other one day ...

Miss you so much john .... there's so much I need to say to you ...

You were my best friend you were my brother you guided me to some crazy stuff I miss you for the rest of my life I know you're still guiding me through tough times you're gone but never forgotten love your little sister

I see you everywhere you left behind so many memories. I miss you very much,i miss all the special little things you your so proud to bring me. I miss the late call (come pick me up i got to much stuff to put on my bike) i still see you on my bench where you left me it is so hard to walk pass there i still feel your presence. I will always miss you but i still feel you are here. Oh by the way quit turning on the lights at night and stop droping pictures after you look at them put them back on the shelf. On second thought don't stop i i want to know you are here. Love. Mom