So next week is the Anniversary of the day we lost you
I hate that day. I'm closer to being with you. I love you always and forever. I still miss you so much.

I just miss you. I love you

I love you always. Thank you for visiting me. I miss you so much. See you later. I'm one day closer to you.

I need a sign or a visit from you. Please come to me again Babe

Still missing you. Your birthday is Monday. You would've been 58. That's crazy. You said we were going to get old and fat together.I did. I wish you were here I'm so lonely for you. My heart still has a hole where you belong. I love you always and forever
See you soon My love. Hug and kiss everyone for me.

My heart still screams at the loss of you. Thank God for Dillon. I am tired of being without you. See you later babe

Life still totally sucks without you. I love you

I love you Babe, one day closer to being with you.

Happy birthday my love I miss you so much. You were, are and always will have my heart and my love.

I just want you with me.

I feel like the nightmare of you being gone is never going to end. I just want to be with you again. I love you handsome ♡

I love you and miss you so very very very much.

Tomorrow will be 32 yrs since we lost you, the pain hasn't lessened, it's just duller but still there. I love you, I always have and I always will. I still am angry that you're gone and I still don't understand why we couldn't have our happily ever after when it was the only thing that we wanted and needed except Jesus which I didn't know then, but you did. I'll never quit missing you .I love you always and forever just like I promised. I can't do another 30 yrs without you ,I didn't want to to do a day without you. I still don't. Keep building out house Babe, I'll see you as soon as it's my time .Dillon can't wait to meet you either but me first hug and kiss both our moms .I love you .Thank God I'm closer all the time to getting to see you. Had to say here as long as God says and Dillon needs me ,I hope when this is over we never have to let each other go again and we'll all be together like we were suppose to .

This life is taking too long without you I know I have to be here for Dillon he should have been yours and you should be with us.

Babe I miss you so much ♡♡♡

I love you handsome and miss you always

I miss you. This world sucks without you. I'm sooo lonely. I can't wait until we are together again. I have to stick it out for Dillon tho. My heart still aches for you and there is a hole in my soul, yet another day drags on. I love you, I'm so sorry we didn't get the happily ever after we both wanted so bad.

I love you, God blessed us today hug him for me .I miss you always and forever ♡♡♡♡

I can't wait until we are together again ,living without you is a Hell that never ends. I miss our love and your everything.

John you will forever be missed. but your spirit will live on in the hearts of those who knew and loved you. Someday we will all be together again in and we will all party with the big guy upstairs. And you once again will be united with your true love. Until then my friend your memory will live on through Shelly and all who love you,

I miss you so much, my soul aches for you

I will love you and miss you always Babe, your baby forever .Our love is eternal