HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ! FIFTEEN YEARS TODAY ,JULY 5TH . I REMEMBER THE DAY I MET YOU . I KNEW WE WERE TAILOR MADE FOR ONE ANOTHER .WE CAME A LONG WAY TOGETHER AND I HAVE NO REGRETS OTHER THAN WISHING  WE HAD MORE TIME TOGETHER . I WAS YOUR LAST LOVE AND I KNOW THERE'S NO ONE WHO CAN FILL YOUR SHOES IN MY LIFE. I'LL  SEE YOU WHEN I GET THERE , SAVE YOUR LOVE FOR ME !

SO OFTEN WHEN WE THINK OF MEMORIES , WE RUSH TO THE NEGATIVE ONES. YES THEY CAN BE OUR TEACHERS . BUT NEGATIVE MEMORIES  COMBINED WITH POSITIVE ONES GIVES OUR LIVES DEPTH AND MEANING.       TAKE TIME ,CHERISH THE MEMORIES ,LEST WE FORGET TOO MUCH ! 

 WE HAD SO MUCH MORE WE WANTED TO DO WHEN GOD SAID HE WAS READY TO TAKE YOU ! I THANK HIM FOR THE STRENGTH  HE GAVE YOU TO FIGHT HARD AS YOU DID AND FOR NOT ALLOWING YOU TO BE TOO LONG SUFFERING.  I KNOW HE HAD A BETTER PLACE FOR YOU TO BE . I JUST BE FEELING SORRY FOR ME ! FIRST MAMA ,THEN YOU , GONE TOO SOON . I'M  REMEMBERING SOMETHING YOU USED TO SAY TO ME WHEN YOU WERE GOING OUT TOO PLAY CARDS AND I'D  SAY  " I'M GONNA BE LONELY ALL BY MYSELF!" YOU WOULD SAY ," YOU'RE NOT ALONE , GOD IS WITH YOU ALWAYS!" I'M  THINKING OF THAT TONIGHT AND I KNOW HE'S  THERE. HE'S  CARRIED ME THROUGH  IT ALL AND HE REALLY CARES ,BUT I'M STILL LONELY FOR YOU YOUR ABSENCE IS HARD TO BARE  . . . . . . .