Oh John there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. God gave me a special son and you have a special place in my heart. I thank God for you. I thank God for all the good times we had...the laughter. You will always have a special place in my heart. I thank God for sending me an angel. Be a guardian angel for your brothers Jason, Anthony, Melik, Gary, and Bud. You gave them so much in such a short time. When I see hunny hunny I see you. I will always share with hunny hunny what kind of man you were. You were a best friend to many but you were a special son to me. You took care of me, when I needed  to be taken care of. I thank you for trying to help Gary get his driver's license even though in the end you guys cheated and he never got it. There is so much I could say about you but as I think about you I am trying to fight back the tears. Thank you God for giving me a son like my own! Watch over Jada, Jaliyah, Biggie, and the rest of the bunch and most of all...watch over momma Linda! She misses you so much. When the right time comes give her that kiss, that you and only her shared. I know Anthony sneaks and tells you all the business but that is something you and him shared. John, Use your brain to help your brother Jason out! When you left you took a part of him with you. So let him know you are still here with him and help him get through this. I love you so much and miss you!

Love Momma Audrey