Well, Gen got married again but her husband's life was cut short somebody shot him in the head but I guess you know that already! I hope you two are talking and getting along and sharing stories that you had down here with us show him around he's new to this his name is Gary Elmore, I know you two will hit it off very well he was a good man John you would have enjoyed his company down here as much as you do up there taking under your wing and and keep him at peace let him know that everybody's okay down here and that his wife loves him and misses him so much! Thank you! Love Con

Wish you were here wish you were here! You made my life so much simpler than it is now I am so lost continuously I had another husband for a while and I don't miss him as much as I know I miss you so much incredible it's incredible how you're on my mind 24/7 and there was nothing I could do to bring me back I wish I could have dear, I work so hard she get you to live I gave you almost my last breath I tried so hard so very hard nobody really ever knew how hard was that night it's a nightmare to me and then I'll never forget and I'll never get over nobody knew what it was like if they only I've ever had in my entire life I live and breathe it think about it rewind it every day every day every damn day everyday is there was something else I could have done I feel so bad there wasn't anything I tried so hard you knew that I know you take me for you are too far gone the paramedic said I was so dazed and confused for so long I still am I have post-traumatic stress I've never get over took the rug right out from under me it was my last and my only nightmare I never wanted to have it I never wanted that to happen to you he went to stop taking I wanted you clean you would have been so much better without that s*** in you so much of it my God your mom couldn't handle it when I told him that that was the last time I seen her she was my mom too I love your whole family they were my family nobody speaks anymore nobody is friendly no more I'm sorry but that's what happened they didn't think that I helped you at all but you know the truth you were there when you see them when they get to heaven I know your mom's there with you and Alice they know the truth! I'll be seeing you soon and I can't wait be together good with you. Love you, Con

Dear Brother John, today would’ve been ur 63rd birthday. Wishing u were still here. But one day we will all b together & celebrate each other once again. Love & miss you much John! ❤️

Happy Birthday & Father's Day! Miss you, see ya soon! Love, Con

Where do i start,everytime i think about you its so hard the kids ask about you i tell them how you tought me alot of things dad,i miss you so much now im the cool mom Jr will be 17 this mouth and driving yup driving Madison will be 13 she is your basic pre teen she is doing good and Christopher Robin he is a learner he is so smart he is 8 now Lilliana yup little mama yup she has my nick name super socker she is 5 now and papa's "William" Yup you all the way he is a mini you he is 4 such a taz me im ok just been dealing with alot life is hard right now but its coming together. I love you Dad miss you...

I miss you so very to very much! See you soon! Love, Con

Well John, it’s been 19yrs today that u left this world! How I wish things were different & u were still here w me! I miss u so much John! Life has never been the same since u left us!
The world is so different now! I hate it! It’s terrible! I don’t think u would like it either. I can’t wait to join you, Alice & Mom one day!
Love & miss you John!! ❤️❤️❤️
Your sister, Robin

I can believe it's been 19 years! Omg tomorrow will be 19 years, that just don't seem possible, my life has never been the same without you, omg how I miss you!

Well my beloved, another long day without you! It really sucks being alone! I have a problem, anyone I date I compare them to you and that's not fair to them cause they don't hold a candle to you!!!! I miss you so very much, I'm so empty within my soul, if I could see and talk to you one more time, people need to say everything they wanna say and do everything they wanna do while their still here cause we all have regrets when someone goes home, boy I wished I would of! I'll see you soon, and as always and forever, I love you!

Yesterday would have been 38 years another anniversary went by!

Missing you, the heartache of loosing you just never goes away!

Your daughters have become very strong women that don't take no shit from anyone! They stand firm on what they believe, never swaying with the wind, you taught them well.. Can you believe Robin has 5 children now and Gen had the two boys well if you where here you would feel as odd as I, having a great grandson and that's right, Gen is a grandma! Sounds so funny! Wonder if you would have as much grey hair as I do? Things are alot different then when you left, it won't be long until we meet again! It's getting closer than ever... Talk later, Con

Here I am again John! Today would have been your 61st birthday! I love & boy, do I miss you each & every day. Remember all the times we’d argue & not talk to each other? Boy, if I can only get that lost time back w you. It’s just wasn’t worth that list time. Wish you were still here w us! Love & miss you John, your sister forever, Robin

Brother John, geesh, 18 years already! I think about u everyday & miss u much! I always think about that fatal day when you were taken from us, but I guess it just wasn’t meant to be I wonder what kind of Shenanigans we’d be getting into at our old age! lol. Next week would’ve been your 61st birthday! Well dear John, love & miss you very much! ❤️❤️

Well John, today would’ve been ur 60th birthday! I know you’d have all gray hair & wrinkles bc I do! lol! Sure wish u were still here so we can celebrate you. ♥️
But instead ur up there, & I’m not. So I will say Happy Birthday John! Love & miss you brother! ♥️♥️

Hi dad its me i miss you so much man and your old 60 wow lol jk.kids are getting so big Jr is gonna be 15 Madison Joy is 10 Christopher Robin is 6 Lilliana is 3 and William is 2. Oh and guess what you are a great grandpa lol from Tyler...Kyle is 19 and tall looks just like his mom and lazy lol.
Happy Father's Day..Happy Birthday
             Love you so much ❤
             Miss you ❤
              Robin Merolli
                 ❤ ❤

Brother, I can’t believe it’s been 17 years since I last saw you. Seems like just yesterday! I miss you each & everyday & often wonder what we’d doing now in our old age! You would’ve been 60!
One day we’ll see each other again! I love & miss you John! ♥️♥️

We all miss you John especially your family.

Hi dad well happy birthday 59 wow i wonder how u would have looked its been a long time i wish u were here i just wish everything would have been different u were taken from us so early.ur grandkids r geting so big jr is gonna be 14 Madison is gonna be 10 Christopher is 5 Lilliana is 2 & william is 1 and walking.dad of u only new how sad an lonely feel i just wish u were here to see all them grow up..
       Forever & Always
           I Love you
              Dad

Well little brother, here it is again your birthday! You would’ve been 59 today. I miss you everyday & think of you often. I love you, John & one day I’m sure we’ll c each other again!! ❤️

Happy Birthday dad sorry im late i no been so busy ugh been crazy i miss you i didnt forget about you on your birthday your so old lol jk man i freaking miss you luv you always..all your grandkids say happy birthday..

Well John here it is your 58th bday! I so wish u were here so we all can celebrate together! I don't know what it's like in heaven, but I'm sure it's better then here! The world has changed for the worst since left it!it has changed so much from the day u were born!
 Anyways, today I have my heart surgery! Can u believe this?!? They r giving me a new Mitral valve! & they're going to try & fix my a-fin that's been happening too! I'm pretty scared but I know God has my back!
My husband Roger is my rock! I feel bad for him taking care of everything at the house, especially the animals!
 Anyways little brother, Happy Birthday & I love & miss u so much! C u soon! Love, your sister Robin ❤️

For u my brother ❤️

Hi dad here it is again dam i miss u omg little Lilliana is 1years old now & walking im sure u no our suprise baby boy little William i had to name him after ur middle name im having a hard time with no one being around its sucks i get so mad cause ur gone last year when Lilliana was born i had such a hard time & just the other day i had to take a long drive and go talk to u u always told me not to worry about things well as u no im having problems with my heart kinda scared me mom hasnt yet to find a peace she lost that nite when u passed away i just wish i can go home to ur guys house an relax jr will be 13 this year Madison 9 Christopher Robin just turned 4 and Lilliana 1 and William just born may 17..luv u dad miss you

For you always....❤️

John,
 Wow! I can't believe you've been gone 15 years! It seems like a lifetime tho. How I miss you! I sometimes sit around thinking of all the stupid things we did growing up in Connecticut! Brings a chuckle to me! I look back at our lives now & wish they different. But, that's the past. Just wanted to tell you how much I miss you & loved you disputed our differences, they don't matter now tho!

John, John, it's so very hard, sometimes I feel like just giving up! , but another day the sun cones up and I just keep going. Very tired and living only comfortably numb. I lost a huge part of me that night and haven't found it yet. I do miss you but I wouldn't want you to have to come back here to this world, you are in such a better place and we will meet again someday, till then I miss ya, Con

John,John,John!
  I have no words to tell you how much your daughter Robin misses you, as well as myself! Her life has never been the same since your passing. None of our lives are! I miss yelling at you, (lol) & just miss seeing you & saying your name! I'm sure you know, you have 4 beautiful grandkids, one of which was born a few days ago. She is premature, but as precious, & beautiful as she can be! She's a real little fighter! She's doing so fantastic, even the nurses can't believe it!! Robin turned out to be quite the little mom! She loves her children so much! You would be proud of her, as I am!!
Well, brother, just wanted you to know that I think about you often & I love & miss you very much!

John William Merolli
Forever in our hearts
Forever Loved
Never Forgotten Loved by Your Daughter
Robin Joy Your grandkids
Jr.
Madison Joy
Christopher Robin
Happy Birthday
Happy Father's Day
     Love Your Family
      Robin Joy Merolli
          06/11/2015

Hi dad it's me robin ur daughter...I really miss u so much its been so hard this year for me really hard with u not begin here....you not being here for fathers day and now ur birthday I've been crying a lot this month I talk about you to the kids all the time Jr he ask a lot of questions about you I wish you were here he would have been ur buddy.lol..& Madison Joy...omg...she is just like me..lol..she would have been ur buddy to like I was dad and then Christopher Robin.....you would have hand your hands full....lol..he would have been ur buddy to.all three of them Dad they wouldn't never let you leave....dad I wish mom& genny would get right I really want them to know my kids I pray for the both of them every day.....Happy fathers day & Happy birthday daddy ......luv Robin & Jr & Madison Joy &Christopher Robin.

Every Year we remember the sad memory of losing you. You left Connie , Robin and Genny with a lot of missing you. You never leave their memories. If I had to do it all over again to have a chance to know you the way they do. I am so so sorry. Love Cindy and David.You have some really wonderful grandkids!!!

Lots of things have changed since you left---lots of things that need changing have stayed the same. God had a plan for your life---the devil stole that, but he couldn't steal your Salvation. We all think of you often and always will. We made a lot of mistakes in trying to help you---we know better now---wish we could have another chance at it. Love Karen & Howard

Its been along time! Miss ya.. Con

We miss you John---wish your life would have been better---we are believing your with Jesus & wouldn't want to be back here. Wish your family could change direction---am sure you could tell them a thing or two.

Hi dad today is very hard u have a other grandson his name is Christopher Robin he is 4weeks old.Ronald is turning 9rthis month and little Madison is gonna be 5 in November..daddy I miss u I wish everyone was close mom and genny r just lost I pray every day for them..love you dad.always in my heart..robin.merolli..

Dear dad i hope u r lookin after mom she need u rite now.she is so lost with out u..

We all miss you. Love, Karen & Howard

i wish i could talk to you there is so much i need someone to talk to dad..today grandma been gone for 8 years.dad i wish you were here.

dear dad happy late birthday your grandson ronald chamberlain3.just tured 8 years old on june 26 2012 he was almost born on your birthday.little baby madison is geting so big dad i wish you were here to see them they would have loved you.daddy i miss you..

I have others to comfort their loss, like the loss I suffered from loosing you! I get by sometimes from doing so, love.. Con

SURE DO MISS YOU DAD ..YOUR THE #1 DAD....LOVE AND MISS YOU .....


    YOUR FAMILY

john merolli is a great dad.dad i miss you.you will always be in our hearts.

Miss you sweetheart, will see you again someday.You always wanted to be with Jesus more than be here on earth.......Your wife, Connie

I never knew John but heard so much about him from his wonderful daughter Genevieve and he should know what a great daughter he has that i love so much. I know he is looking down on her and loves her

We will always miss John--he will always have a place in our heart.

My dad was the best dad ever..He will always be in my heart love and miss him..........................................................       Love you