Happy Birthday my son. I love and miss you so much. I think about you all of the time. I wonder if you would be married and how many children you would have had. But God had bigger plans for you. I know heaven is really rocking on this day. So fly high my son.
                        Love Mama.

John Nathan my son. I miss you so very much. You are a bright place in my heart. I love and miss you forever until we are together again.