I remember the first day I met you. It was on Gaia, and I was with John at the time, as he introduced you to me as Liao. You were always very wary of others, but you and I shared a bond. I remember you became such a mama's boy, wanting to protect me and stand up for me all the time. It was funny because you and John didn't get along often, but I always felt close to you no matter what, even when times were rough. I am so happy I have you as my son even if it isn't in real life. You will never leave me, Ricardo. I love you so much. You are with me always. You are my first son, my little Framyr. ♥

~Your Gaia Mother,

        ~Daariv

My god..Where do I even begin? I met you on gaia and adopted you as my son. Little did I know you were gonna impact my life in such a huge way. There were times we were great. Father and son. A Gemini and Aries. Then we stopped talking. Mad at each other, lost respect for one another, hell, We never wanted to talk with each other again. The funny thing is that I still called you my son. No matter what you did, now matter how idiotic our arguments I still have you a fathers love.

As of 2011 we made up and we were back at it again. Unstoppable father and son. Goofed off, reminisce on the past friends and talked about a future. I don't regret leaving to jcorps, bu you warned me you weren't sure what you'd do without me there to calm you down...

My biggest regret, not saying I love you or last time and it will still hold onto my heart. Thankfully I learned a lot more. I met and saw so many people Who cared about you and it warms my heart. Thank you. I love you son. You're so far away but so close to our hearts.

I met you on gaia. I know I was always clingy and stupid, but you put up with me. I loved how you were, even pretended that I never noticed loving you in general because I knew you hurt when people said they loved you. 

I can't help but think, if I had said it sooner, and came down to you from ny, would you still be here? I have my gaia son to thank for being able to finally move on today. I held in my heart this whole time that you were alive somewhere. I prayed your death wasn't real. It was so selfish of me...I always relied on you for something didn't I?

The thing is, I always loved you. I love you so much. Seeing this, it hurts. It really does. Its as though my hope was kicked to the curb. But now I have a way to look back, to say thank you, and show how grateful I am. I owe you my life in so many ways. I hope you come back someday in another life, have true happiness and find someone who will love you and never betray you.

the months go by so fast it fell like it was yesterday you was hear man every day i wonder want happend that day and i question my self why man im going throw so much rite and i know if you were still hear you would be the one to haelp me get throw it i remerber when you me alex and you friend was smokeing in the park we looked lie lil ass kids cutting classs haha man you was high as shit trying to fit throw holes lol man the time we went to the gallery u kept messing the gaurd boul lol  and know u were more then a friend to me you were my brother efff being one of my best friends you were a part of my fam i pass by ur house and look at that ally way everything wishin you would cme out and ask me for losey lol i dont understand how there are ppl that say there your ppls when evrn when you gone there doing you dirty i dont understand how there ppl that dont miss you....but i know that alot of ppl do miss you as well i just cant belive you gone.....<r.i.c approved>