26 years today...I miss and love you as much today as in I did then, but as time passes I know I am getting closer to seeing again every day that passes my sweet boy.

Well here I am again, you would have been 43 on 11/14/2023, but your last birthday on earth, was 11/14/197...how can this be? I love and miss you every single day of my life. John I will see you again. I hope your heavenly birthday was a day of celebration and love! Until then I hold in my heart every day

I love you and miss you, Happy 41st birthday my BEAUTIFUL son....

Here we are again John, I was thinking how much I hate this day and it hit me...I don't hate the day, I hate what happened on this day 23 years ago. To so many, you are almost ghost like, just a spark in a time gone by, but for me you are REAL, I can reach back and hear your voice, see your face, look into your eyes. I can hear your laugh, and see some tears in your eyes....oh how I wish you had been given the chance to be with me until my end, but instead as your mom I had to witness your end. My sweet, beautiful son, I want you to know you are NOT FORGOTTEN, there truly has not been one single day since 12/18/1997 that I don't think of you, and even though my eyes tear up the sorrow can be overwhelming, I thank God for my beautiful memories of you, and I miss you every single day of my life. As the time has passed one thing is for sure, today 12/18/2020 I am so much closer to seeing you and holding you again. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH...REST IN HEAVEN UNTIL I GET THERE MY SWEET BOY...

My boy, Happy Birthday to you! You would have been 40 today, and you left us 23 years ago, but I promise you this, not one day in these 23 years went by without your mom loving you, missing you, and thinking of you....till we meet again....I LOVE YOU SO.....

My sweet son still loving and missing you every single day. Each day brings me closer to seeing you again.
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John it has been to long my old friend. I will always remember what you did for me growing up. Gone way to soon I miss you man. I hope your having a great birthday in a better place. forever missed never forgotten.

Happy Birthday my darling son...................

my heart just break on a small pieces...