Today you turn a handsome 93-So much has changed, so much has happened. God only knows what it would mean if I could hold your hand, if I could look into your beautiful striking blue eyes, hear another one of your jokes, to hear your voice, to see your smile, to feel your arms around me, JUST ONE MORE TIME.
Today always meant so much to me
Now it only brings me tears
I wish that God could have spared you For just a few more years
I'm thinking of you today Dad I know that's nothing new
You were my thoughts of yesterday
And you'll be in tomorrows, too
The memories i'll cherish forever
They always make me smile
I just wish I could hold you close again If only for a while
But until the day that we unite We'll no longer be apart
But until that day remember Dad You're always in my heart
ETERNAL LOVE
Happy Birthday Daddy

Another Christmas without you! Dad-you instilled in each one of us what Christmas is all about (thank you) we continue to install in our kids and pass it along, Mom-oh mom what can I say I miss you so deeply, I miss everything about you. I miss your courage, your warmth, your smile, your love. (thank you) Johnny- the first to leave this earth, we all suffered greatly over loosing you at such a young age. You ability to make anyone laugh, your precise was felt where ever you were, I miss living with you, I miss your big ear hugs. I miss YOU! (thank you)
Sandy-my beautiful barbie, so beautiful and loving, your warmth and deep love for everyone you knew has made me a better person. I have some beautiful memories that no one can ever take away from me. (thank you). Lori- You changed my heart from the moment you were born, I felt it was my responsibility to take care of you and protect you. I have so many fond memories of us growing up. You were my maid of honor, you opened your heart and allowed me to be such a huge part of your girls lives. I( they were our girls) wish I could have done more for you. Your life was hard toward the end and I tried so hard, but I lost! We all lost when we lost each one of you. The pain is deep its real and its here to stay, Somedays its hard to breathe, somedays its hard to put one foot in front of the other, But we do because thats what life is all about, I know one day we will all be together, SO until that day, please watch over your kids, Please heal Roxanne please help Carlene, please heal Vicky and allow her to be really truly happy, please please please watch over David, for you see no matter how old we all get we will always need you. Merry Christmas in heaven- enormous love to you all.

Daddy, today is 20 years since you went to join Momma and Johnny in your final resting place. We are struggle everyday with the loss of our family. Since then Sandy and Lori have joined you. One by one we will all be together FOREVER! The love you installed in all of us continues. We are there for each other and love each other. I miss you so much dad, so much has happened in the last 20 years. May you all celebrate Thanksgiving the Lewis way. Until we meet- eternal love to you all.