i love this.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

John I hope you know how proud Ive always been of you.  You have always had the biggest heart and found the good in everyone.  I never had to tell you to be friends with the kids everyone didnt like or picked on because you already were their friend and took up for them.  You are so loved by everyone!!! You were so happy anytime you won any award in school or sports, because you wanted to make your Dad and I happy...and you did.  I am so thankful God chose ME to be your Mom!!!  Even though you are not here with me physically, you will always be in my heart.  I love you and miss you so much!!!  Mom 

THERE IS NOTHING I WOULD NT GIVE TO GO BACK TO THAT DAY. 

I STILL HEAR THE SONGS,

I STILL SEE THE LIGHTS

I STILL FEEL YOUR LOVE ON COLD WINTERY NIGHTS

I STILL SHARE YOUR HOPES AND ALL OF YOUR CARES

I'LL EVEN REMIND YOU TO PLEASE SAY YOUR PRAYERS

I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU, YOU STILL MAKE ME PROUD

YOU STAND HEAD AND SHOULDERS ABOVE ALL THE CROWD

KEEP TRYING EACH MOMENT, TO STAY IN HIS GRACE

I CAME HERE BEFORE YOU TO HELP SET YOUR PLACE

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT ALL OF THE TIM

HE FORGIVES YOU THE SLIP, IF YOU CONTINUE TO CLIMB

TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS,

PLEASE BE THANKFUL TODAY

I'M STILL CLOSE BESIDE YOU,

IN A NEW SPECIAL WAY

I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY,

NOW DON'T SHED A TEAR

CAUSE I'M SPENDING MY

CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS THIS YEAR.

Jon-Jon,

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, it still feels like I just found out about you passing away, it still hurts and most days doesn't seem real. I look at all these pictures and all I can do is smile and think of the times when you were here. Everytime I see your Dad it's hard to fight back the tears that I want to shed for you. You were such a wonderful person and still don't know why your not here anymore, I have the memory of you in my heart. You were so dear to me and will remain that way as long as I am breathing. My heart aches everyday for your family espically your parents. I was at my dad's the other day and he and Kathy went to a party and Michelle and your dad were there- they were telling me that YOU were all your dad could talk about. I can't even imagine the pain they are going thru as your parents. I hope your having a wonderful time in heaven and watching over the people who cared and loved you so much. I will come by and see you tomorrow. Sometimes when I go see you all I want to do is just see your face one more time. What makes things easier is that I know where you are- I am sure you are by far the prettiest (handsome) angel in heaven; keep smiling, that's what I miss the most- is that smile. I love you always and forever handsome.

Love always,

Chelsea Ward :)

Great Picture!

Absolutely Beautiful!  Love you!

He was ALWAYS such a good sport!  Only Jon-Jon could bring that much fun into any situation, anywhere, anytime! 

I have so many stories I could tell about you John, you were the first boy I ever loved; who had my heart. You had a wonderful heart and a fine example of a gentleman. You would light up the room everytime you walked in there. You had the prettiest smile- and I will never forget that. I was lucky enough to know you for so many years; I remember the first night I met you at your dad's on New Year's Eve, you were so sweet and caring. I had so many wonderful times with you while you were here. I shared so many memorable experiences in my life with you- you taught me how to drive a truck, what love really is-and how to love and graduating high school together. You were an amazing person and have left such an impact on so many people, I will never forget you- I will keep you close to my heart forever and always.  God needed such a special angel, so he chose you. I know your in a better place and looking down on all the people that loved you so much. I love you with all my heart and will keep the memories (all of them) close to my heart, along with a picture of that smile and those pretty eyes......

Love you always and forever Handsome-

Chelsea