Christmas 2009 will forever be most special to me. I was blessed to be able to spend one night with my beautiful family and my bigger Johnny ❤️. Gloria and little Johnny picked me up from the airport, unbeknownst to me, bigger Johnny was waiting in the truck. He held my hand on the way to the house. Later on, it was getting late as we all sat talking in the living room, and I'm sitting at bigger Johnny's feet. I said, "bigger Johnny, you can go to bed if you're tired." He replied, " oh no, this is too special." I love this man so much. I'll see him again.