Each day it gets harder know I’ll never be able to see those blue eye nor hug and kiss u.  I will never understand why he (GOD took u so soon.  You weren’t supposed to go before me.  I miss your craziness.  Your warm heart.  I’m never going to stop loving u, u took my heart with u.  My life will never be the same here without u.  U were my world and the only man I could always talk to and know I was safe in ur arms.  I hope heaven is what they say it is and that your happy and surrounded with other loved ones up there and u have no more pain.  Life down here is crazy.  I’ll will forever miss you.  Keep looking out for me and ur sisters and brother. 

I LOVE YOU Jay!!#myguardianangel