John or AS we all knew you in the Gang "Reaper" I cant believe your gone I miss you everyday you were just like a brother to me you never judged me just loved me I often talk about you Its been so hard not being able to hang out or just chat for endless hours on the phone about nothing Everyone misses you here BOI I mean everyone We lost alot since you have been gone Brandy Damien Dustin Troy they just keep going I love you Brobro never change rest in peace Hun remember it aint blu it aint cru

Hey Bro:
I would say you were like a brother to me but it would be a lie because you were my brother my flesh and blood I am sorry I couldnt make your funeral But I dont think I couldve been there anyway I miss you Dont you wish we was still youngsters never had to worry about who was doin what or who was about to put a bullet somewhere in someone I love you John John love your lil sister kelly

To My Son Johnathan M. Padilla
Wow how much you look like your mother I am sorry I wasnt a father to you while you were alive and doesnt give me the right to be one in your death I thought I would swing by your memorial to tell you How proud I am of who you were and believin in what you believed in be it wrong or be it right I will always love you and your always going to be my son No matter how much time passes no one can ever take the pain of losing a son or child from father or mother I wish I could of told you how proud you made me when you were alive John your brothers have joined you late last night watch over them guide them and take care of them just as you did on earth I love you boys Johnathan Mikel Padilla, Damien Oryan Padilla and Dustin Eric Padilla Rest in peace

John I can't believe your gone from our lives Its seems just like yesterday you were here with us and sharing all the goofy memories like we used to do I just cant believe your no longer here with us rest in peace my brother I LOVE YOU