John and I got very close over the pass year and half I spent alot of time with him I am happy to say hes my brother and I got to know who he was him and I had shows we watched together we laughed and shared alot together our thing was dirty jokes and the thing I will miss the most is his laugh and just how he was and how he wld cheer me up and his talks when I needed them the most when I needed someone to talk to will be missed very much from me but John I love you bro I do more then anything and I'm glad I got to tell that before this tragedy hit you will be missed I miss u everyday and think about u everyday love you John john