- 90 years old
- Date of birth: Dec 29, 1924
- Date of passing: Sep 14, 2015
|Let the memory of Johnn be with us forever|
"Hi darling, you know I haven't forgot you as i constantly talk about you, its that hard time of year when it seems to hurt more than ever i used to love buying your Christmas presents. Work has been full on and I feel quiet exhausted at the moment, I am going to have a quiet night in watching tv in my new pj's. Sending you all my love as always and looking forward to the day we shall be reunited, take care Janine. xxx"
"Hello my darling John, I think you have sent me another sign and I love it, the waitrose advert is just great with the two robins meeting again. I sit here thinking of you all the time, remembering is painful to forget is impossible. I love you with all my heart and soul and can't wait to be reunited with you some day. Take cars my sweet all my love as always. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope you are well. Sorry I have not written for a while but just feel tired when I get home from work, I have a bite to eat then watch a little tv and in to bed. J have started another diet and have lost 10llb so feeling a little pleased with myself. Love and miss you so very much, you are always in my thoughts and my dreams. Sending you all my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, back to the drawing board as I have been refused permission to build a conservatory so now thinking about knocking the wall down between the kitchen and the hall and blocking in the porch. Nights are long now as the clocks have gone back, these were the times we would lock ourselves in and not care about the outside world just care for each other. Love you with all my heart. Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, day three of diet I managed 15 minutes on the bike and have increased my distance by 3 times and lost 4llb so very pleased with myself. Please give me all the encouragement you can because I need it.I want to get back to the size I was when I met you so I have my work cut out for me. I haven't been any where so nothing to tell you. Sending you all my love as always, take care my sweet. Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, this is day two of my diet and as you know I am hating it. I said when I was in Galway I would come back in January lighter than I was in September hence the diet. I have decided to do it alone as Pat hasn't got her heart in it. Work is the same I just go in and wait until it's time to come home although home is crap without you. I am trying to get into a routine with this diet that will include going to mass as much as I can although I was very lazy today. I have bought an exercise bike and I have been using it, that has shocked you. I hope the Angels are looking after you, sending you all my love as always, take care my sweet. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, went to church yesterday so I feel a little better. I have bought a exercise bike so Pat and myself can loose weight, we both did about 2 mins and both of us are knackered. Sending you all my love as always,take care sweet Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, I hope this finds you well. I have got some really good news, the two fat ones next door moved so I am on cloud nine, if you look over you might see me, if you can please try and touch me. Sending you all my love as always, Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, thanks for your short visit yesterday it gave me such a lift, you could not imagine how much it meant to me. I have been struggling for a while it might be because it is approaching winter and I hate winter. I miss you so very much and love you with all my heart now and i think for always Take care my sweet. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, nothing much to tell you except I miss you so much and miss you with all mt heart. Sending you all my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, I am having a very bad day today, everything is getting me down. I wish you were here so I could talk to you or just cuddle up with you. I don't know whats got me so down but I know I am struggling. I hope you are ok Sending you all my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling a year today we had a service for you before we took you to Ireland, it was one of the hardest days of my life, I relived a lot of it today in my mind. Nothing has changed, I love you with all my heart and soul, I look forward to the day I am reunited with you. Part of my life ended when you left, I felt very alone in Ireland but I had the family around me and they were just brilliant, I just missed you so much, your little stories and your wonderful smile.. Send you all my love as always, take care my sweet. Janine xxx"
"Hi darling, been home 6 days and have been sorting out your tree as it had green fly all over it. I felt close to you at your resting place but found it very upsetting. I am getting choked now. I love you with all my heart. Janine. xxxxi"
"Hi Darling, I will see you shortly for a chat, can't believe it's a year. I miss you so much. Started to cry so I will speak to you at your resting place. All my love as always Janine. Xxx"
"Hi darling, i will see you in a few days as i am fling over tomorrow, Lots to talk about, Love always Janine, xxx"
"Hi darling, the garden is now taken shape, I hope you like it. I had to spend some money but in a few months all will look good and in my eyes worth it. I am very emotional at the moment but will talk to you so much closer next week. As always all my love Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling sorry I haven't written for some time but you have been in my thoughts and I have been speaking to you. I have been on night work which makes me sluggish and I have been trying to get your memorial garden sorted. Love you with all my heart and soul as always, take care my sweet. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope you are well. The garden is beginning to look better, still a bit to do but getting there. I don't feel to good today think I could be going down with a bug. Four weeks today and we have been separated for a year, I hope the year as been better for you as mine has been awful, I have never felt so alone in my life, I cry at the slightest thing and sometimes wish I wasn't here at all. Time is a healer they say but I don't know how much time I will need because it isn't getting easier. I miss our life together and most of all I miss not being your wife, I didn't realise how much I enjoyed looking after you. I am so grateful to you for everything you did for me and how yoe looked after me. As always all my love now and for eternity Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, I went to my first funeral since yours today and found it really hard. you have not shown me any signs lately. I have grown my nails so you will have to let me know what you think. As always love and miss you so very much. Janine xxx"
"Hi John, nothing to report today except I love you, take care Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, not much to report as working all the time. Love you and miss you more every day. All my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope all is fine with you. I am having a quiet day today, I am trying to loose weight as I have just got so fat, bigger than when we were together, you would hate the size I have got to, having said that you will be pleased to know I have stopped chewing my nails, they are growing quiet well. Keep safe and well all my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope you are okay. I am doing my first night in ages so i will struggle keeping awake all night. I have many things happening at the moment, garden in process, conservatory in process and looking for new furniture to put in the conservatory as well as a new settee. I am working almost every day to try and top up some of the money I am spending. It will look nice when it is all finished. I hope you sometimes visit, leave me a sign, maybe someone give me a photo of you or the pair of us. All my love as always. Janine. XXX"
"Hi darling, I have now had a fence put up in the front garden, this will make your memorial garden more private, just the way you would have liked it. The garden does not look fantastic this year but next year it will look stunning, just the way you used to look when you went out. Love and miss you more every day. Take care all my love as always. Janine,"
"Hi darling, I love you with all my heart and soul, I miss you so very much. Take care my sweet. All my love as always. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, over the weekend I bought a conservatory so I can use it as a dining room, I hope you approve. I am trying to improve the home as I would never be able to leave as it is full of our memories, good times and bad times, this was your last home and I intend to keep your presence here with me. As always all my love, Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, as I think you know I have been busy sorting various things out and generally trying to get the house nice. Work is getting me down as the hospital is in a bigger shambles now than it ever was. I speak about you and to you every day, I miss you so very much. I helped a man at the hospital the other day, I had to take a second look as he was the same build as you and wore the hat and jacket that you used to wear. My heart was pounding but it wasn't you. Sending you all my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, I have woken today feeling rough, miss you with every beat of my heart. Love you so very much taks care until we meet again, all my love as always. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, finished another shift, I think you would be pleased that I am still doing overtime and trying not to spend money. I bought a picture frame that I am putting all different pictures of you in as it is called memories, in fact the lounge is a shrine to you. As always sending you all my love, I miss you so much, take care my love. Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, I received a big pay out and have decided to put most of it away. Today a small tree was planted in the garden in memory of you, I do not need thing to remind me of you as you are always in my thoughts and will forever be in my heart and soul. I am sorry I don't write every night but sometimes I have got into bed, I a, so tired I can't me bothered to get back out, this goes to show how much I miss the help and support that you gave me. As always all my love. Janine xxx"
"HI darling, thank you. All my love Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, it looks like we are going to get a payout from your pension, I will treat your family when I am out there. Ireland are doing ok in the euro's at the moment they are beating France. Thank you for still keeping an eye on me it means the world. As always I am sending you all my love and kisses. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope you are keeping ok. I have put some nice flowers on your shrine in the living room and have also made a start on your shrine in the garden. Some days I don't write anything but I might be doing something for you but if not you are always in my thoughts and I am always talking about you. Love as always Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, I have been trying to get things sorted ready for when I come over to see you, it will be nice to feel closer to you. I am getting a bit tearful thinking about it. I am watching Ireland playing football they have been the better team oh they have scored, I hope you can celebrate with a Guinness. As always my sweet I send you all my love. Janine.xxx"
"Hi darling, I have just finished work and now I am going out with Pat so should have a laugh. I want you to know not a day passes when I don't think of the love I shared with you and how lucky I was to have a husband as great as you, I will always love you. All my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, I have been very busy with work and the house so I haven't written much but you are always in my thoughts and I am often speaking of you. I don't have much to tell you as I have been either at work or at home. Love you with all my heart as always, Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, 9 months since I had the pleasure of sharing your life I can't put into words how much I hate being here without you. I am sitting here crying because the pain never seems to ease. As always all my love Janie. xxx"
"Hi darling, feeling down today, I need you here with me. I will never get back to the way I was with you. I loved and love you with all my heart and soul. Please come and take me back with you so we can look after each other as we did before. Take my love Janine. xxx"
"Hello darling, had a nice day with old friends, but life without you will never be the same. Love you with all my heart, take care. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, thank you for your signs they mean the world to me,as you do.I have finally got someone to tidy the bathroom up. I hope you are keeping well. Life here without you is so very different, although the days come and go I still pine for you, I miss you so very much. You gave me such a happy marriage it makes it harder to adjust to you not being around. As always all my love Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, sorry I have not written but I have been coming home from work and just crashing. I am still finding life without you very hard so I just plough myself into work, Love you more every day, take care my sweet. Janine xxx"
"Hi darling, really missed you today, nothing to tell you as i've only been to work. Sending you love as always. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, love and adore you more every day.. All my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling. love you aways Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, nothing to tell you as I have been to work then home. Love you as much to day as I did when I first fell in love with you. Always in my heart and in my thoughts. Sending you all my love as always. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling hope you are well, I have spoken about you a lot today, I tend to speak about you every day but sometimes you come up in conversation all the time.I sitting here wishing I was talking to you in the flesh other than writing to you.. Love you with all my heart and soul. Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, miss you so very much, it does bot get any easier, living without you is terrible I love you so much, Sleep tight my angel. All my love as always Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, finished work and need to go to bed. Love you so much every day of my life.. Sweet dreans, Janine. xxx"
"Hi darling, hope youare well, nothing to say today except I love and miss you more than anything, sending you all my love as always Janine xxx"
"Hi darling, hope you are well. Not much to say as I have been to work and stayed in as I need to loose some weight. Love you so much and miss you every day, can't wait till I am back with you. All my love as always Janine. xxx"
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