MY BLUEYED ANGEL  YESTERDAY I MEET WITH YOUR AUNT SHARON AND HER DAUGHTER PENNY I AM SO SORRY I DID'NT TRY HARDER FOR THEM TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU MY LOVE YOU WHERE SO SPECIAL I KNOW THATS ALL YOU EVER WANTED WAS FOR YOUR FATHERS FAMILY TO WANT YOU I DO STILL BLAME ROY FOR ALL THAT HAPPEN WHEN YOUR FATHER DIED I KNOW YOU STILL HAVE THE NEWS PAPER ABOUT HIS DEATH I HAVE NOT FOUND IT YET I AM STILL LOOKING I KNOW YOU ARE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH SHAWN AND YOUR DADDY AND YOU HAVE ALL YOUR GRANDPARENTS WITH YOU AND REX OH I MISS YOU SO MUCH IF I COULD JUST HOLD AND SHAWN ONE MORE TIME I AM JUST WAITINGFOR GOD TO CALL ME HOME I KNOW ALL OF YOU WILL THERE WAITING I REMEMBER REX TOLD BEFORE DIED IT WAS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU COULD EVER IMAGINE TILL I CAN HOLD YOU I LOVE MORE THAN LIFE I AM JUST A EMPTY SHELL TAKING UP SPACE HUGS FOR YOU AND SHAWN IN HEAVEN