happy birthday in heaven theres not a day that passes i dont think of you you are so loved and missed .

MY DARLING BLUE EYED ANGEL TOMORROW IS YOUR BIRTHDAY I KNOW YOU AND SHAWN ARE UP THERE SINGING I MISS YOU SINGING TO ME I MISS SHAWN'S SILLY JOKES I MISS HEARING BOTH YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME BEFORE YOU HANG UP THE PHONE OR LEAVE THE HOUSE YOU BOTH TURNED OUT TO BE MY GREATEST GIFTSN FROM GOD I NEVER KNEW TRUE HONEST LOVE TILL GOD GAVE ME YOU AND SHAWN TO LOVE AND TAKE CARE TILL HE CALLED YOU HOME DAMN IT I WAS NOT READY FIRST GOD CALLS MY MOM HOME THEN BOTH OF YOU BUT I KNOW SHE WAS SO HAPPY TO HAVE BOTH YOU WITH HER AGAIN I REMEBER WHEN SHE WAS ON LIFE SUPPORT YOU AND SHAWN AND YOUR UNCLE HOWARD WHERE STANDING OVER CRYING AND TELLING HER SHE COULD NOT GO AFTER THEY TOOK HER OFF LIFE SUPPORT WE STAYED BY HER BED WAS SOAKED WITH ALL OF OUR TEARS SHE SAID SHE HEARD HER 3 BOYS CRYING AND FELT IT ON HER AND SHE WAS BACK WITH US FOR A WHILE LONGER THE DOCTORS CAME IN THE NEXT DAY SAID WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE SHE TOLD HIM SHE WANTED SOME EGGS AND GRITS OH GOD I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I HOPE ALL OF MY FAMILY IS DANCING BECAUSE WE ALWAYS DANCED I LOVE YOU MY BABY

WELL MY DARLING ANOTHER YEAR HAS GONE BY I MISS YOU SO MUCH I CRY EVERYDAY FOR YOU AND SHAWN BUT IN MY HEART I KNOW YOU ARE AT PEACE NO MORE PAIN I AM SO LONELY I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO LIVE FOR WITHOUT THE BOTH OF YOU BUT GOD SENT ME BACK JULY 3 2014 I STILL DO'NT KNOW WHY I PRAY EVERY DAY FOR GOD TO LEAD ME WHERE I NEED TO BE I KNOW YOU AND SHAWN AND YOUR GRANDMOTHER AND REX WILL BE THERE AT THE GATE WAITING ON ME TILL THEN MY DARLING I LIVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE

MY DARLING YOUR ANGEL DAY IS COMING I FIND EVEN 8 YEARS LATER IT STILL FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY I LOST YOU AND SHAWN I MISS YOU SO MUCH I STILL HERE YOU CALL OUT FOR ME AT 3:00 AM WHEN YOUR SUGAR WAS SO LOW YOU COULD NOT MOVE IAM GLAD YOU ARE NO LONGER IN PAIN BUT I WANT YOU AND SHAWN BACK MY LIFE HAS NO MEANING WITH OUT THE BOTH OF YOU I KNOW YOU HEAR ME CRYING AND TALKING TO THE BOTH OF YOU EVERYDAY I NEVER KNEW WHAT TRUE LOVE WAS TO THEY PLACED YOU AND SHAWN IN MY ARMS IN THAT FIRST MOMENT I HELD YOU IT WAS A LOVE THAT WOULD LAST A LIFE TIME EVEN IN DEATH I LOVE YOU FOREVER YES YOU BOTH ARE GONE BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN TILL I CAN HOLD YOU AND SHAWN AGAIN I WILL SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS

Wow!So many thoughts & memories come when I think of you.I struggle to find the words.It's so sad.Cant help but to struggle with WHY?.Your laugh and smile will be forever missed

Its hard to think of what to say because there is just so much. There is not a day that I don't miss you or think of you or wish you were here to sit beside momma at my graduation or to see me all dressed up for prom. Why? why so soon. I love you RIP

Steven u r and was something special.I remember the nights at the Roadkill.U loved to play pool .Shawn and u both were special friends to Jason.Its hard to believe u and Shawn r gone now.Plus Richard too.Your Mom and I miss you boys so much. R.I.P

Man Steve,
You were my best friend. That day almost killed me. I wanted to lay beside you and never let you go. Bubba I am so sorry I couldn't do more to save you. It haunts me everyday. I LOVE YOU MAN!!

My Darling Son you left me 5 weeks after your Shawn you little brother I guess you died of a broken heart.you where my 1st born I was so blessed to have you I miss you so very much but I guess you felt you could not live without Shawn son I was so proud of both of you.you both where best a man could be you both took care of me GOD BLESSED ME WITH YOU AND SHAWN
MY HEART BRAKES EVERY DAY FOR BOTH OF