Hey dad. I saw that Nana wrote to you on here about me when I was 13 months, I’m 14 years old now. I think about you every day and I know I never got to meet you but I still miss you, wondering what life would be like with you around. It’s not like I don’t have father figures in my life though, I got adopted 2 years ago fully, I decided to keep your last name though. I really wish I could’ve met you dad I feel like we would have a great bond. I really wish you would’ve gotten saved that night, I read up on what happened a lot and can never understand why it happened, why you were taken away from the life we could’ve had together. I hope you and Nana are dancing in the sky together, I believe that she died from a broken heart, I know she had a lot of health issues but she just wasn’t very talkative or very outgoing and it seemed like you leaving made her depressed, she really loved you dad, I miss you every single day and wish I could’ve had one day to just see you, Will and Roseann take good care of me though and I know that’s what you wanted. I miss you so much and can’t wait to meet you in Heaven. ❤️

Hey Jonboy,

 10 years! Wow! It’s been a helluva 10 years since you been gone brother! I got married. I have 2 kids, a boy and girl. Theo is 4, and juniper is 3! They would’ve loved you! All I can say about the blessing of your company is invincibility. I always felt, when standing next to you, that nothing could touch me. I love ya man and I think, although all of us have a lot of work to do in life, that you’d be proud of me and what I’ve done with my life. I think that when you know someone for a long time as we did, that your characters in twine into each other. It could be a laugh, or a joke, or something you do everyday that you picked up from that person but you wouldn’t do if you never knew them. I see your character in me all the time. I was blessed to know you! Love ya bro!
  

Miss you brother.

May the road rise to meet you.May the wind be always at your back.May the sunshine warm upon your face and rains fall soft upon your fields.and untill we meet again,May god hold you in the hollow of his hand..we miss and love you,always and forever.h