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This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Jonathan Marocchini, 26 years old, born on March 20, 1987, and passed away on September 9, 2013. We will remember him forever.
September 9, 2023
September 9, 2023
And now it's 10 years. 10 years of waiting to find you again. Every day just as hard but the anniversaries are the worst. I hope you know how much I miss and love you.
September 9, 2022
September 9, 2022
Here I am again one year later. Just because it is the 9th anniversary, doesn't mean I don't think about you every single day. I will never stop looking for you in the small signs that you send me. Kristy and I spent the day in one of your favorite places, Mystic. I miss and love you with every fiber of myself. I just wait til that day when we are together again.
September 9, 2022
September 9, 2022
I hope the afterlife is all it’s cracked up to be. If it is, you have been enjoying yourself for the past 9 years, but I can tell you Jonny that the people who love you have missed you for every minute of it. I hope we will all see each other again sometime. Give Hans a kiss for me. I love you.
March 20, 2021
March 20, 2021
Here I am again, one year later. Nothing has changed, I still miss you with each breath I take. My heart will never heal until I see you again. You are never forgotten, not one single moment of any day but there are worse days like today. Remembering holding you in my arms, my beautiful baby. Happy birthday Jonny, love you.
March 20, 2021
March 20, 2021
Happy 34th Birthday Jonny. You will never be forgotten, I love you.
September 10, 2020
September 10, 2020
Seven years today. Cant believe I am still breathing. Every year I say its the worst and the next year is even more so, if that's even possible. The weight on my chest is crushing. The pain of missing you is physically exhausting. I get through most days, but still see the aging in my eyes. I long so much to hold you in my arms, that beautiful baby boy with a great smile and the best blue eyes ever.
I wait, always looking for signs, until I finally get to see you again. Miss you with all of my heart. Love you always❤
March 20, 2020
March 20, 2020
Happy Birthday my baby. You would have been 33 today. We would have bacon cheeseburgers and cake. You would tease Justin and Juliette and there would be laughter in the house. Instead, your sister, Justin, juliette and I ate lunch together on your honor, but there was no cake or laughter. As the years go by, I miss you more, if that's possible. I feel age upon me like I am just going through the motions. Each day is a struggle to face it without you. My heart is tired and longs to be with you again. I wish will all my heart I could wrap my arms around you like I did 33 years ago. Love you Jonny. Happy Birthday Hug the dogs for me.
September 9, 2019
September 9, 2019
Now the painful post. Those of you in our awful club will understand, others will try to comprehend, but honestly I am glad you cannot.
Grief over the loss of a child is like no other pain. I feel my heart is exploding and shards of glass are ripping thru my body. It does not get easier, in some respects its harder as you realize the pain of missing them will be there for every day for the rest of your life.
Please dont tell me he is in a better place or that God has his reasons. Walk in my shoes first.
Today I relive the most horrible day of my life. Missing you down to my very soul. I would walk through the fires of hell for you, but I am sure you would tell me to pull up a chair, grab a beer and play some poker with you and grandpa, and ask if I remembered the Cuban cigars.
I wait for that day when I see your face and outstretched hand saying come on mom, let's go.
Love you my baby.
September 9, 2017
September 9, 2017
It's been 4 years today that you left us. They say it gets easier, they lied. They say it gets different, it does, it gets harder. I don't know where the strength came from to get up each day for the last four years, don't know where it will come from to keep going. For me it just gets worse knowing each day that you are not there.
There is a huge hurricane headed for Florida today. I wish I was on the beach in the middle of the storm. It matches how I feel without you. Raw, intense and life threatening.
I miss you with all my heart and soul. There is no greater pain in life.
Please don't ever stop sending signs that you are here, I can not go on without them. I hope you, grandpa and Drew are together.
One day, I will close my eyes and you will be there. I will know then that it is time to go. I wait for that day. All my love, mom.
June 21, 2017
June 21, 2017
You always let me know you're there, but today I had to take a moment and write it here... Justin is graduating 8th grade today... it's an occasion I know you would have been proud to come to (and happy to go out for lunch afterwards!!!). Justin will be going to a tech high school which I also know would have made you proud and excited. I just couldn't figure out what I wanted to wear for today... everything I touched was wrong. I kept getting pulled back to a green skirt... everything inside me kept screaming GREEN! GREEN! GREEN!!! And when I looked in the mirror after I was dressed, I realized where it was coming from and cried. I know you'll be watching today as your nephew takes another step towards growing up... I wish to god you were here to see it, but until then, I've got my green on Jonny. I hear you ❤️
March 20, 2016
March 20, 2016
I don't usually have a hard time writing down how I'm feeling, but I just just can't express myself in words today... I've been thinking about you so much lately and I'm still so broken from losing you... I just want to say happy birthday today amd I miss you so hard... Love you forever Fatness <3
March 20, 2016
March 20, 2016
Happy Birthday my baby. It gets harder all the time to live without you. My heart is torn to pieces. 29 years ago I was so excited about your birth. Now I miss you so much it is beyond anything I can describe. Not a day goes by without thinking of you. I long to hear your voice, wrap my arms around you. I love you Jonny
November 27, 2015
November 27, 2015
I wanted to write yesterday, but it was too painful. Thought about you all day, I could hear your wonderful laugh and see you rub your stomach. It never gets easier, missing you. I ache to hold you like when you were little. and miss you with every fiber of my soul. I love you forever.
November 26, 2015
November 26, 2015
Happy Thanksgiving Fatness... I can't help but wonder how today's holiday would have been so much different if you were here... The hole where you should be is deep today. Miss you like hell <3
August 20, 2015
August 20, 2015
just cannot tell you how much I miss you.... <3 I hope you're still listening....
August 16, 2015
August 16, 2015
I have been so sad lately. Seems like I just miss you more with every passing day. Not a minute goes by when I don't think of you, not a day without tears. I know it will never get better. My life came to a screeching halt the moment you closed your eyes. One third of my heart is gone forever. I will never be whole again. There is,no greater pain on this earth.
April 1, 2015
April 1, 2015
Overwhelming sadness lately and just miss you like hell... I'd give anything just to hug you and tell you to your face... <3
January 12, 2015
January 12, 2015
Kristy, Danielle and I went to Drews service yesterday. I know you were there. I am, sure you boys are together, not that it gives us much solice.
You both will be always in our hearts and thoughts for the rest of our time here. Sometimes the pain, is overwhelming, but as long as you continue to poke us, it makes it bearable and we are able to smile at what you might have said or done in a particular situation. So please stay close, and know that I love you no matter where you are and if I can see you or not.
January 12, 2015
January 12, 2015
Just wanted to let you know that mom and I went to Drew's service today... If you didn't know it already their family really loved you... It was very evident in the way they included you in his services. Jeff especially was amazing today. You would be as proud as I was of him. He gave an awesome speech about Drew that captured him better than I could have imagined... I hope you were watching <3
December 31, 2014
December 31, 2014
So, I wanted to post something for Christmas,, but I couldn't. I was wrapped so tight, trying to keep it all together. I was afraid to let my guard down, for fear that I wouldn't be able to put all the pieces back together again. I wanted to try and make new memories for the kids, and not have the holiday be sad, but we all got Spiderman gifts anyway and we know you were there.
As everyone rings in the New Year and looks forward to a better 2015, I know for me there is no more happy New Year. The weight of your loss is unbearable at times, unlike any pain I have ever felt. I miss you so much and long to hear that obnoxious laugh. :) Stay close so I know you are near, it is all that keeps me going at times. You are forever that sweet child of mine. Merry Christmas my baby, hope you and grandpa had a blast.
November 27, 2014
November 27, 2014
Happy Thanksgiving Fatness! I wore all Spider-Man today and we all had you in our thoughts... It's so funny how we all can still comment on just what you would say in a particular situation and I can honestly hear you in my head... <3 miss you like hell <3
October 28, 2014
October 28, 2014
I can't form into words the heartache I still feel every day without you... You took a piece of me when you left. Miss you like hell <3
September 9, 2014
September 9, 2014
I woke up this morning and somehow today is worse. It is the last of the firsts, and I can't say last year at this time you were still here. The pain is overwhelming at times and not a day goes by without you in my thoughts or without tears. A piece of me is gone forever and I will never be the same again. I long to hold you in my arms, see those most beautiful blue eyes and that great smile. Yes Jonny you are awesome :).please continue to poke me, sometimes its the only thing that keeps me sane. I will love you forever sweet child of mine.
September 3, 2014
September 3, 2014
In a moment of temporary insanity, I started singing that "Baby Baby" Justin Bieber song to Gracie...and she gave me the middle finger. I know that was you Jonny, so thank you for being our daughter's guardian angel and putting me in my place so she doesn't grow up with lame taste in music. Miss you every day buddy.
June 28, 2014
June 28, 2014
Not a day goes by I do not shed a tear for you. Usually many tears. I miss the hell out of you. Then when I think I can't bear one more day, you poke me, like today. With spiderman and finding something from you distinctly out of place. And I know that even though its not how I want it to be, you are here and you know how much I long to hold you in my empty arms. I love you Jonny with all my heart.
June 23, 2014
June 23, 2014
I just wanted you to know that my children still talk about you EVERY SINGLE DAY... What stupid ass comment you would say for particular situations, and now thank you very much, their favorite game is farting on each other. I can hear the roar of your laughter about this and picture you high fiving them for it. <3 Miss the hell out of you....
February 7, 2014
February 7, 2014
I just want you to know that everything I do, every day, reminds me of you... I hear your stupid start ass comments in my head, I hear your obnoxious laughter, and sometimes, I swear I smell you... :) I miss you in every way and it breaks my heart that you aren't here to share all the good, the bad, and the ugly that life has to offer... I love you more than you'll ever know... <3
December 17, 2013
December 17, 2013
I did not know Johnny personally but I know his mother, Liz and I know how much she loves you Jonny and how she misses you terribly. She loves and adores all her children and to have lost one is absoluely devastating to her. She shares stories about Johnny with me and so I get to learn about him and know him through his mom. I love his beautiful blue eyes that twinkle and his wonderful smile. It would have been nice to know him. Wish you all peace and strength and a knowing that Johnny is always with you.
November 26, 2013
November 26, 2013
Thanksgiving is coming and I can't stand the thought of you not there. I can't make lasagna this year. I am thankful for every day you were in my life and thankful for your brother and sister. You were the best part of me and I miss you with all my heart. I love you Jonny.
October 17, 2013
October 17, 2013
You were my nephew and my God Son and I loved you. I wish I had gotten to spend more time with you. I will forever miss that beautiful smile of yours. You are in my heart.
October 17, 2013
October 17, 2013
May your family be blessed with the knowledge that you are in Heaven looking over them in their day to day activities. you are missed and in everyone hearts. I had only met you a couple of times. your fun loving nature and having a warm smile, I knew you were a wonderful person. the timing of someones death is never right. But the timing of the love in our hearts will always be. God Bless.
October 15, 2013
October 15, 2013
To all who visit this site, please share your memories of Jonny. He touched many lives in his too short time here with us. Help me keep his memory alive for us to all share. I will be adding content from his life over time. Thank you.

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September 9, 2023
September 9, 2023
And now it's 10 years. 10 years of waiting to find you again. Every day just as hard but the anniversaries are the worst. I hope you know how much I miss and love you.
September 9, 2022
September 9, 2022
Here I am again one year later. Just because it is the 9th anniversary, doesn't mean I don't think about you every single day. I will never stop looking for you in the small signs that you send me. Kristy and I spent the day in one of your favorite places, Mystic. I miss and love you with every fiber of myself. I just wait til that day when we are together again.
September 9, 2022
September 9, 2022
I hope the afterlife is all it’s cracked up to be. If it is, you have been enjoying yourself for the past 9 years, but I can tell you Jonny that the people who love you have missed you for every minute of it. I hope we will all see each other again sometime. Give Hans a kiss for me. I love you.
Recent stories

Five years

September 9, 2018

Today was especially hard. I cant believe it's been 5 years. Not sure how I have survived, dont know if I can make 5 more. The pain is the same like you just left. I miss you with every ounce of my being. I feel myself aging at a rapid pace, every day is hard. You are always on my mind not a day goes by I dont miss you. I can only wait til that day when I can see you again. I hope you will be there to sneak me in. My love stretches thru time and space to find you. ❤

Happy Birthday

March 20, 2015

Today was one of the three happiest of my life. Now I dread its approach, saddened by the ache in my arms and my heart. Most days I muddle through, managing to mask to the outside world the pain inside. But on days like like today, the tears just come. Uncontrolable. I wish I could relive every second of your short 26 years again. I know you are still there, the signs are all that keep me going. I hope you know, wherever you are, how much I love you and that not a minute goes by that I don't miss you. 

Today I gave you life, then it was taken from me.... I am forever changed from who I was before. Wherever you are, please be happy and know that someday I WILL find you. ❤️

Happy 28th Birthday

March 20, 2015

You know, I've said it before and I'll say it again... Some days are just harder than others. I mean, every single day I think of you and have little reminders at every corner that you are absent. But on days like today it sucks more. 

This is only the second birthday we are celebrating without you, but at times it truly feels like an eternity. Trying so hard so far today to focus on all of the things about you that made me smile, which of course is making me cry. I look like I was punched in the face and it's only 9:30AM. I can just hear you making fun of me now... But I honestly can't put into words today how I am feeling. I can't even describe to you how much I long to hear your voice- even if it was just to hear you say something totally asinine. I look forward to those tiny little pokes that let me know that you're still there... They truly mean the world to me. Thank you for telling me you still love me. It's the only thing that makes this any easier. 

I miss you. I love you. Today I will eat some bacon for you. And I will keep going because I know you'd want me to.... Happy Birthday Fatness. <3 

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