This memorial website was created in memory of our loving son.

 Jordan M Fernandes 28 years old , born on March 5, 1990 and passed away on November 5, 2018. We will remember him forever.

MY PRECIOUS SON, JORDAN 

A mother's bond with her son is unbreakable. I stand here today with a BROKEN HEART. The loss of a child is something I could have never prepared for. Even during the past month. I refused to prepare myself. I wasn't ready. I'm still not ready. I'm trying to make sense of this in my mind and the only thing that I can think of is that Heaven was needing a HERO like you. You were my HERO. 

I want you to know that me, your father and your brother loved you so much and always love you forever.  We didn't always see eye to eye but you would always come to me the next day after an argument  and you apologized  and give me a hug, kiss me and you told me you loved me.   You were my big terry bear. Your heart was so big and now that your gone the house is so empty without you. I also want you know Diesel ( the dog) misses you and he's always looking for you.

I know that I will see you again and want you to hold a place for me but I will find comfort in knowing that you are with God along with your grandfathers and Tio Valine. 

Tell God, Thank you for me and tell him how GRATEFUL, LUCKY and PRIVILEGED, I feel that he chose me to be your mom and I hope I made he proud.  

You had a lot of weight on your shoulders and now you are able to fly because nothings holding you back. I want to ask God a millions times why but instead I'll pray to God and be thankful for all the time we did have together. I just wish I had little more time to say all the things I needed to. You will always be apart of me and I will forever feel your strength when I need it most. I feel you walk beside me and I know I will see you again. I know I can no longer say this to your face I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,  but I know you can hear me. I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN and MOMMY LOVES YOU. No matter how much I need you,  now I know Heaven needed you more.

A LOVING MOTHER, A GRIEVING MOTHER