Well son, it's been over 2 yrs since you left us. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you so much. How I wish we could go back in time, to that day. I would of been there for you. I don't see your son's anymore. Taylor blocked me out of their lives. I hope one day she will allow me back in their lives. I have a broken heart that will never heal. Our family is shattered, one of my kids is gone. Nothing has been the same with Paige, Chad and myself. Life is lonely,  it's to quiet. We miss your laughter, your hugs, your visits. Most of all I miss your voice, your face. I just miss you son. I cry everyday, part of my heart is gone. I know you are at peace and free of all your pain. You are a beautiful angel now in heaven. I wish I could feel your presence.  I know you watch over us. Until we meet again in heaven, which I do believe we will. Unit then, I love you and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine.

Love from mom.