Well Joe it's 8 years today that you went to be with Jesus. I know you are not sick or hurting any more. That's the only thing that makes any sense of this. I wish I could see you, talk to you. I miss hearing your voice. I miss you and Brad so much. I don't feel like a whole person. I feel empty inside and I feel like I really don't care what happens. I get up in the morning, come and sit on the couch, that's it. It should not be like that. But I'm by myself most of the time. When Jolene and Angelina are down here, so are all the dogs. I'm not blaming anyone. It's just hard to get around with 4 dogs. I have to get out of this depression but I don't know how. I think about you and Brad every day. I love and miss you so very much. Give our son a hug for me. I hope when it's my time, I'll be able to be up there with you and Brad. I love you!!!