So ok,

I was riding into work this morning and I of course was listening to Q98 and Bob came on and was telling the story about how he was taking his wife to Vermont to show her the Timeline of Bob and his life story. I could not help but think about that night that you and I just went riding around and we ended up in Hope Mills and you took me all over that place telling me in chronological order where you lived, went to school, feel down, got in fights,etc. I didnt know then that riding all over the country with you then and being tired the next day cause we got in so late was gonna mean the world to me in just a few short years. I am glad I have the memory to carry in my heart and soul for the rest of my life. I feel so lucky to of known you and been allowed the wonderful privliage of being able to call you brother. I miss you Joe everyday, every minute...it all hurts the same no matter what. Take care. See you one day...Love you

joe, i`m remerble when you teach me how to do roses , i having so much fun with you . i know one day that we dance together again  and having more fun with god. i love u so much joe i thinking a bout u everyday and i cant stop becuz  you meant the world me to becuz u funny and nice peron on earth that make people laugh when they need it. i miss you so much joe , i cry when i know that i love you brother. you alway be in my heart and soul and mind  joe , i cant wait to see u again and everyone here miss you and everything and i tell my boyfriend and friend about u  everyday for everyone know how sweet u are and everythinking about u

Joe, You have so many sights that I can't stop by all of them everyday. But, I also don't want you to think I have forgotten, that WILL NEVER happen. Yesterday I was looking at some of the pictures that Desiree sent me. One in particular really had me thinking. You looked so sad. Makes me wonder what was going through your mind at that time. I just sat there staring at you, wanting to wrap my arms around you and hold you. I want to tell you it will be ok. But, I can't. I want you back so badly. You are loved by so many people. This should not have happened to you. Why not the person driving down the road before you, or after you. I have so many questions for God, but he wont answer me.  If he would just tell me why, maybe I would understand. But, I guess until then, I wont. I want you to know, that I am so very proud of you. In all you accomplished in your short life. I can just image what you would have done, had this not happen. You are so bright, funny, talented and so full of life. Not to mention a great looking man. Oh how I love you. You are forever in my mind, heart and soul. We will see each other again soon. I love you buddy!!