Been thinking bout u alot lately!! Im so lost these days. I wish u were here to help me. Or at least make me laugh, u would be right here with me ... feel like im slowing losing control of my life, my kids, i just need u to never leave my side!!

Happy 31st Bday Mike. I can't believe u would be that old today!! You have any idea how hard it is to celebrate without u! I miss u so much. I
Wonder what u be like today how u would look would u be married have kids. You could light up a whole room. Make our stomachs hurt from laughing so hard. I know we will never know til we meet again in heaven. I love u Mike keep smiling down upon us we all need so bad right now

I will never forget the last time we spoke it was about 7pm the night before the accident that would change our lives forever. You came barging through my front door I was sitting on the couch holding Ty we had just got home. You asked me for 5bucks for gas but I didnt hv any money left ... u gave me and ty a hug said goodbye and u loved us ... u walked out the door ... If I only knew that would be last time I'd see u again I would have never let u leave!! Mike you have no idea how many times i wish i could change that whole night. My whole life has crumbled and I try to pick up the pieces and then I think about how u would make me laugh with ur stupid bullshit you could make any bad day better no matter what. You made us laugh so hard all the time you were so goofy but in the same sense you made our lives so much different things we wouldnt think about doing you did. You brighten up the day no matter what I miss that about you. I feel lost sometimes and I wish I had u here to tell me its going to be ok!! I will always miss that smile on ur face. I will always look for you to make me feel better and when I feel like I'm lonely or lost I will look up for u to let me know it's going to be ok cuz your always with me!! Rest in peace lil brother ... I you so much !!!

Mike its been a long time kid I miss you so u much it kills me!! Today my boy is 9yrs old!!! Its the worst and best moments I share with you my llittle brother I wish I would of named him mike!! If only I could turn back time. Its been 8yrs,and 6 mo since the last time I saw you. I can't imagine what our lives would of been like without you. You held it all together or made us complete!!! I can't believe my sons birthday my little. Brother the only person I could count on and nick of course I need you to make me laugh , make me understand how ?? Why?? I love you kid and even though today of all days its my boys birthday i will never forget this day 9yrs ago. I really miss you mike!!! I love you always and forever

This day never gets any easier ... Theres not a day that goes by I dnt need u the whole world seems against me and I no my lil brother has my back but it would be so much.better if u were here to see....u uv no idea how much I need you these days .... I live u kid always and forever ..........

I will never understand why?!? I do know that theres not 1 single day that passes that i dnt miss you!! Theres no way to ever replace you .. I wish i could of been there or even taken ur place. I miss ur smiling face so much!! U were always there no matter what! Drive me nuts , make me laugh, give me a ride, & smoke my cigs.. Lmao :) theres no way to explain the emptiness i feel!! RIP KID