I remember the first time I heard you listening to music while doing dishes. You were just like me. I also remember how some music really got to you. This song is what your sister picked to play at the funeral. I listen to it often. So many words are for you and us without you.

I bought chris a pocket knife about two years ago and we used it at one of your balloon releases and I left with the kids so your sis could spend time with ya'll friends well I forgot the knife but Lizzet grabbed it and put it in Brittney's car well you know your sis it was probably there for a month than it was on the counter at her house I kept forgetting it. Well then it was lost. Yesterday I went to gmas to get the stuff I always put on your chair at Christmas and there was the knife!!
At first I said ok josh that freaked me out a little  then I said I guess you really like this one. I showed chris he couldn't believe it.