Good morning son today would have been your 28th birthday so many things have changed. Ayden just turned 15 as you know Julian is a loving and silly boy! you have 2 more nephew's dad and I keep moving forward the best we can your sister as well and Jr we all miss you greatly everyday ❤ but you remain in our hearts my handsome boy a million kisses and hugs my Love !

Happy birthday baby cousin I love and miss you with every passing day. Xoxo

Happy birthday love today would have been your 23rd birthday, how i long to see that smile hear your voice you are missed tremendously. Life just never be the same i try my best hide my pain my tears from all i laugh as much as can tell the boys story about when you were there age , you are gone from this earth but never far from our heart's or thoughts love you to the end of time till we reunite i promise to never let go watch over us help us keep healing

"What in gods carnations are you two doing" mom said. Me and you look at each other and start cracking up laughing because carnation is a flower and we loved to make fun of mom together! We were all squished up on the couch downstairs I can remember it like it was yesterday bloshy! And the time we took a trip to Vegas and Cali. We were in the car playing cards to guess what card we had and I kept guessing your cards. You thought I was really guessing them and were so surprised but I could see your cards in the reflection of the window! When you figured it out we just starting laughing un controllably! I miss your laugh brother I just miss you! When you visit me in my dreams i never want to wake up! I love you I just hope you know that there's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you and I'm sorry I didn't do more for you when I had the chance! Julian and I talk about you all the time and he knows everytime I'm down it's because I'm just missing you! He misses you too! <3

I love you joshy every little memory brings happy tears

You live for ever in my heart ♥♥♥
Mommy loves you