Oh how we loved you so I remember holding you, that day I was blessed to see your beautiful eyes your beautiful smile I remember your checks getting so red you weighed 8lbs 6 ozs so big and beautiful that's all I seen. And as you grew you just keep getting more and more handsome made friends everywhere we went at the park at school you just got along with everyone, I remember you hated the long drives they would make feel sick but you loved to play and always make everyone laugh oh how you are missed every day it's so hard to imagine you no longer with us to continue to make more memories to see you turn 21 to see form your own family you would have been an amazing dad. You were an amazing son, brother & uncle. I close my eyes and I see you as if it was yesterday that smile them eyes my love how I wish things could be different. If only but it will never be but I was blessed by having you for twenty years by our side for my faith will get me through till the day we are reunited again my sweet young man Joshua my love I say it with tears of sadness and joy .I hope your days are filled with nothing but beauty kidness and love walk with your heavenly father ....