I have typed and deleted so many times it's embarrassing. I don't know what to say or how to say it. Josh is on my mind almost everyday. Knowing him and losing him changed my life. I never leave words unsaid and I never hide my feelings because there is no promise of tomorrow. I was young, I was ignorant to the world, I was naive and innocent; but I learned life's most important lesson from Josh.
I like to imagine that he is with me, that he knows my daughters, and he is proud of us. I look for the number 75 to show up when I am trying to make a choice. As crazy as it seems, I believe he is with me and he still influences me everyday. I love you, Mama G!