ForeverMissed
Large image
Joshua Joseph Fitts, our loving husband, father, son and brother returned to our Heavenly Father at the age of 34 on Sunday, October 6, 2013.

Josh was born in Fountain Valley, CA, on December 6, 1978 to Steve and Lori Fitts. Josh moved to Orem at the age of 12 and graduated from Orem High School as a 5A state champion baseball pitcher. On baseball scholarship he then attended a year and a half at Utah Valley University before making the decision to attend flight school where he obtained his helicopter pilot license. Josh married the love of his life Lara Hill on June 8, 1999. They lived in the Utah County area before ultimately settling down and starting their family in Hurricane.

Josh will be greatly missed by all. He touched everyone he knew and easily made friends. He loved life and he lived it to the fullest. He was the ultimate outdoorsman, camping, fishing, skiing, wake boarding, boating, you name it he did it and he did it well. He excelled at everything he did including his career as a helicopter pilot, which ultimately took his life. His accomplishments in life are great, but nothing was as great or more important to him than his family. He leaves behind his beautiful and loving wife Lara and two adorable children, Teague and Reece, that meant the world to him. He knew what was most important in life and said that having children changed his world.

Josh is survived by his wife Lara and two children: Teague and Reece. He is also survived by his parents Steve and Lori Fitts; his brother Jason Fitts; his sisters Jenny Huff and Aubrey Fitts; and his extended family.

March 27, 2015
March 27, 2015
5 years ago today we became parents.. Welcomed our son Teague for the first time. We were so happy and overjoyed to finally have a child. You were so in love with your son immediately. Never wanted to put him down and slept curled up next to him wherever he was at. Even the last moment you were with him was laying by his bedside not wanting to leave him... Tears running down your face. Thank heavens he looks and acts so much like you. Our little Josh. Your alive in him and we all feel it. Thank you for giving me the gift of being a mother. Giving me Teague and Reece and leaving me pieces of you. Reece said today " daddy is with me mom" I asked right now? She said " yes.. And he's happy to be with me mom". Makes me so happy your still alive in their hearts and they feel you. We miss you horribly.
Forever Tangled Up In You
Lara
March 7, 2015
March 7, 2015
17 months today ... The age of our daughter when you had to leave us... Breaks my heart you didn't get longer with her and she with you. Thank you for helping me get our little angel Reece to us.. And help me get us back to you.
Love you more.... Hope you got Reece's birthday balloons
Xoxo
Lara
February 15, 2015
February 15, 2015
Happy Valentines Day Sweetie, you are forever my very own special Valentine.. You are my forever.. Loved then... Love you still... Always have... Always will...
Forever Tangled Up In You
Lara
February 9, 2015
February 9, 2015
Hi sweetie.. 16 months has gone by and it's still unreal. We talk about you constantly .. Today Teague wanted Nike shoes just like his daddy.. To Make him run so fast! Reece followed and got pink Nikes. Teague also said today when he grows up he wants to be you. Your his hero as you are mine and Reece's as well.
Love you more
Lara
January 8, 2015
January 8, 2015
Hi sweetie.... 15 months for you and 9 for Robin and Albert. You are all loved and missed dearly. I try to just think about all the times you were gone for long periods of time and how we would get butterflies ( love how you always told me that) and were so happy to see each other again! I remember one morning after you got home and you were doing the dishes and cleaning the kitchen and I just started crying over the relief to have you home. Now I try to just picture all 3 of you anxious and excited for us to come home. What an amazing feeling and moment it will be. Hope we are making you proud.
Love you more
Lara
December 25, 2014
December 25, 2014
Another Christmas without you and your absence is so real... We all try to smile through tears. We miss you so much and know you want us to live a good life. Wish I could see you see the kids open their presents so excited. Kind of thing you couldn't wait for. I really try to tell myself you see it, I can almost hear you laugh as the kids freak out with excitement. Can't wait to hear that laugh.... Feel your hugs... And kiss that face.
Love you more
Merry Christmas sweetie
Lara
December 8, 2014
December 8, 2014
Happiest of Happy Birthdays Josh! I know it just turned to the 8th so now I'm late and I'm sure Rob and Albert are shaking their heads and saying, "We knew it!"...but better late than never right... :) Anyway, Everyone misses you boys! Your children are beautiful and the mommas are doing an incredible job raising them but I'm sure you already know that...Tell the other boys hi and we'll see you when we see you...HaPpY Birthday Joshua!!! :)
December 8, 2014
December 8, 2014
Josh, I know I'm 2 days late, but Happy Birthday. You would be 36... it's weird to think that I'm now the age when you passed. It's also strange to think that I will get to grow older than my older brother. You will forever be ingrained in our minds as a 34 year old. I'll never get to make fun of your grey hair or obscene amount of wrinkles :o). I miss you everyday... I think we all miss your wonderful laugh. Your always in my thoughts and in my heart. You are forever a part of me.
Love your younger sis.
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
Happy Birthday Josh! Miss you like crazy. Thanks for always being such a good "big brother" figure in my life over the years. Our little Carson's birthday is tomorrow and I remember you always teasing me saying I had him on the wrong day because your birthday was so much cooler haha. I'm sure you guys are celebrating today in heaven, I am sure it is beautiful up there. Can't wait until we all get to see eachother again! Lara, Teague and Reece are AMAZING. They are so strong and miss you so much! I am happy I still get to see them every so often... Teague is your identical twin seriously it's crazy how much he looks like you!
XOXO Roby
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
Happy birthday buddy! I sure do miss having you here. You are maybe the only person ever with who I was completely comfortable and able to relax and be myself. That's a reflection of who you are and I thank you for that. If you have any tips for me on my golf swing please let me know. See you soon.
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
Happy Birthday Josh!
Your laugh, kindness, and love for life and others will always be remembered.
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
My sweet husband.... How lucky am I to call you that? ... Happy Birthday. Wish you were here to celebrate with us.. Instead we celebrate for you and because of you. I was lucky to be a part of 17 years of your life... Half of it ! Today I was with Dana, and the girls and Albert's daughter Hattie.. All little helpers.. We are a unit because of tragedy but I know you three were happy to see us baking your birthday cake and sending balloons. 3 special daddy angels. Love you more all the time... I'm a better person cause of you.. Still hear u daily on certain things throughout the day . Think of you every minute.
Love you more
Lara
December 7, 2014
December 7, 2014
Happy birthday josh i think of you daily im still waiting for your spirit to comfort me and let me know your all right ive lost all faith your children are a bright light in my life they are very special and lara is a great mom Teague is just like you makes friends easily a happy kid full of life little reece is beautiful and knows what she wants and when she wants it I cant stop hugging and kissing them your mom and I are very close and go about our lives with you in our hearts i wish you could see the picture of Teague in the go cart and Reece sleeping on my chest we shared a wonderful time together in your youth its made my life worthwhile
December 6, 2014
December 6, 2014
Happy Birthday Josh! I look forward to saying things like this in person again. My heart feels torn on being happy and sad. Today has so many good memories of you. I've been counting down the days since Thanksgiving to your birthday. Looking forward to it has always been fun and exciting. I can hear your voice clearly from one of the times I missed it and called you the next day. Your always so sweet and forgiving. So let's remember and celebrate your life today and all the good things about why this day was so special to have you here on earth. I'm so happy you were born. Happy you lived a good life, a man that truly truly lived!
Your amazing and we all love you, we will be celebrating to all day.
From the Laflan's
Xoxoxo
December 6, 2014
December 6, 2014
Happy Birthday Josh,
Geez these special days are tough. I just hope you know how much I miss you. I think of you everyday. What a giant vacant hole there is in everybody's life who loves you. We all miss you terribly. I know Lara misses so much, I see it in her face every time I look at her. The kids want their daddy back too. Please stay close to them. We all have so many great memories.  of you to hang on too. They say the good die young, I guess it's true.
.  Please continue to watch over your family.
.  Love you to the moon and back. Debbie's
December 6, 2014
December 6, 2014
Josh!! I miss you so much. I was able to do the Josh Fitts WOD today with Lara and I am so thankful for her and for our friendship. Every time I see Teague I think of you. He is a spitting image for sure! That little Reece melts my heart every time I see her! I feel so blessed to have known you even if it was only for a short time. I am a better person because of it! Lara is an inspiration to me everyday. She is so strong!! Love ya Josh happy birthday!
November 27, 2014
November 27, 2014
On this Thanksgiving Day I'm grateful for the time we had... So painful that we didn't get more... But thankful for what we had. Thank you for loving me so purely, thank you for always telling me I was hot:), thank you making me always feel special, thank you for our beautiful children, thank you for always making me laugh, thank you for always pushing me to be my best, thank you for giving me a better life, thank you for being a special daddy, thank you for all the amazing memories I can share with our kids, thank you for being my sweet husband and best friend... Thank you for being mine.
Love you more
Forever Tangled up in You
Lara
November 13, 2014
November 13, 2014
Well not a day goes by that I don't think of you my friend. I will never forget the day you came to us at A Flight Above for a job interview. You were so nervous. You left the room and I told Rob- He's a keeper. Later the company joke was that I hired you because you were so good looking... Well - I'm no idiot.... But we all know we hired you because you were a great pilot and person as well. From the moment we met you- we connected. You were so dedicated and loyal. You always said to Rob and I - I will be with you to the end. And you were. Thank you to the best pilot and friend we gained in the aviation industry.

Your wife is amazing - taking great care of your children. I get to see them a lot- which makes me happy. They are such a joy. I see your face when I look at Teague. And miss Reece is so cute and feisty:) we all know I like feisty. Lara has helped me through the roughest time ever. Please take care of Rob and I will be sure to help take care of your family too. We all miss you so much. I just wanted to say thank you for being such a great friend to Robin and I and working so hard while we had you with us for the last 9 years. You are missed and I love you my friend. Love -D
November 7, 2014
November 7, 2014
Another month has passed and it's still so unreal... Yesterday Teague said " when I'm bigger I want to be called Josh Fitts just like my dad" I teared up and told him how sweet.. Then asked " is daddy your hero?" And Teague said " yeah he is my SUPER HERO" You will always be our super hero.... Love you more all the time
Forever Tangled Up In You
Lara
November 7, 2014
November 7, 2014
Josh, I think of you everyday. I miss you so much and hope you know how much I love you! I love your family and the amazing people they are. I will be there for them always! I look forward to the day I will see you again and hear you laugh. I miss your laugh so much. This is the time of year when I got to see you most and it hurts my heart knowing I won't. Always on my mind and forever in my heart. Your little sis.
October 7, 2014
October 7, 2014
Wow, although it's undoubtedly felt like ten long years for some, for me, it's hard to believe an entire year has gone by since your tragic passing, Josh. I've thought about you a lot during the past year, along with thoughts about sweet Lara. You helped to define me in so many ways through our early teen years. I'll never forget playing Vanilla's "Ice, Ice, Baby" over and over in your bedroom. (We could never bring ourselves to tolerate any of his other songs.) We went to church together and did scouts. There was the time you put our lives at risk by yelling profanities to a group of very large, very angry Samoans as you pulled up unannounced in front of their neighborhood party. I still feel horrible you broke your prized pitching hand on my knee when you punched me at University Mall. I was so grateful we "made up" after you toilet papered my house in 7th grade. We tore up the trails of the Riverwoods on your Honda trailbikes, shot each other endlessly with bee-bee guns, and caught hundreds of fish in the Provo River. I really needed your friendship.

We spent so much time in your backyard, refining your pitching arm. As you got stronger, I got more scared to catch you. Still lucky I didn't ever take a fastball to the chin! We had fun teasing that old backyard neighbor of yours who couldn't tolerate Max's barking.

As years went by and we became comfortable in separate circles, I still always had so much gratitude for your friendship, your love for life and your commitment to family. Your smile was contagious. You were crazy in so many ways, always living on the edge. You taught me to cliff jump, how to water ski, how to fish, how to try and relax, how to understand clean-freaks, how to play ball, how addictive it is to smell books, clean laundry and money (not that I ever do that).

I know a loving Heavenly Father knows of your family and their needs. He will guide and protect them as they continue to mourn your passing. I'm excited to see you again.
October 7, 2014
October 7, 2014
Can't believe it's been a year.. We had a weekend of activities celebrating you, Robin , and Albert. Hope you enjoyed everything. Angels Landing was as close as I could get to you today. I felt peace and comfort.

The End is Where we Begin...
Love you more
Lara
October 7, 2014
October 7, 2014
Its been a year there hasn't been a day when I awaken without you on my mind. I do my best not to dwell on your passing it too much to bear. I finished the Olds 442 in your memory plaster bumper of ratrod with live extreme and miss "Hi Pops" badly. Lara and the kids are beautiful you would be so proud.i've lost all faith in everything but family I hold them all dear to my heart. I bought gocarts Teague loved the ride Reece cried.it reminds me of the fun we had with that old go cart.hopefully in the next few years I can fill the role of sportsman and get your family out in RV camping fishing gocarting etc.
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
I love you so much. I think about you everyday. But you already know that. Thank you for making me know you were here and watching over me and my family. Your warmth has been felt so many times this last year. Your a good friend Josh. Oh BTW, MR. Got it.
Love you, and big hug right back at ya. 
XoxoOOOO!
Sarah
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
1 year today... I'm sure it was as horrible of a day for you as it was for all of us! We miss you like crazy but BELIEVE in you and your mission every day! We know your doing great things on the other side but also feel your presence and love here often. Thank you for watching over our family and yours too! Lara and the kids feel your spirit! We could definetly feel you at the grave sight last week... So peaceful and beautiful. Thank you still and forever! Love, Maile xoxo
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
How in the world could it already be a year! My baby just turned 1 four days ago, and that was the last text I received from you was congratulating me & Jeff on our new baby boy. I wish you could have met him, but I know you've seen him as you've watched over our family. Oh my gosh, I can't even describe how much I miss you laugh, your big hugs, and just you walking in my door and hanging out at my house. You have such a sweetness about you. Don't worry about Lara...we'll take care of her and your sweet kiddos. Love and miss you everyday!
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
Lara,
I wanted to give you my condolences for your loss.
I can only imagine how tough it'd be to lose your spouse
& best friend. I knew you in Elementary school & have to hought
Of you often. I hope you have peace & comfort that you will
Be with Josh again someday.
Your friend,
Megan (McEwan) Macalupu
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
Lara, the things I remember most about Josh is that he loved you and your kids, and that he had a magnetic personality with an amazing laugh. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you, and hope that you are being comforted by his sweet spirit. I pray that he is with you today and always. I am so proud to call you my sister. Love you forever!❤️
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
Dude I'm missing you like crazy today Josh:( I don't know if you ruined conference weekend for me or made it more meaningful:) all I know is now I think of you all the time during it! Thanks for being such a good friend, and an amazingly crazy, fun guy to hang out with! I can't wait to catch up and pal around again in heaven!! I love you man, Jeff
October 6, 2014
October 6, 2014
Josh! I miss you so much,but I am so blessed to see Lara and your sweet babies almost everyday! Thank you so much for showing me such love and compassion. You truly are an inspiration to me I only hope I can be half the person you are! I was able to hike Angels Landing today with Lara,Dana and her girls,Scott and Ashley, and your sister Jenny. What an amazing day ! Love ya Josh
September 7, 2014
September 7, 2014
Another month has gone by and it feels like just yesterday and a life time since we were with u. Your presence is as strong still as it was in the beginning. Hope you, Robin and Albert are hanging together and enjoying us all getting together in your memory. Love you more even still. Forever in our hearts. Forever tangled up in you
Lara
August 7, 2014
August 7, 2014
It's been 10 months... Another sweet spirit joined u the other day.. Give baby Skyah a kiss for Micah and April. Please guide me and keep our babies safe. Can't wait to jump in your arms again...
Love you more
Lara
July 7, 2014
July 7, 2014
Hi sweetie.. 9 months today. Every day is a day further but another day closer. Hope you, Robin, and Albert enjoyed your 4th from Heaven. Memories and thoughts of you streamed down my face as I watched the fireworks and Teague and Reece enjoying the show. My heart is always with you. You are my forever... Loved you then, love you still, always have always will.
Lara
July 7, 2014
July 7, 2014
Can't believe it's been 9 months... time continues on. Miss you as much now as the day you left us. I know in my heart you are smiling at us from the other side. Those thougths get me through each and everyday. Love you!
June 16, 2014
June 16, 2014
Happy Father's Day sweetie. Best daddy and Mr. Mom I know!!! I promise to always keep you and your memories alive. The kids will always have their special daddy angel and know they are loved and cherished by you still. They will know you.
Love you more
Lara
June 16, 2014
June 16, 2014
Happy Fathers Day Josh, Rob, and Albert! Miss you 3 guys like crazy! You were all such great dads, amazing husbands, and the best friends anyone could ever have! I miss all of you very much! Please keep your arms wrapped tight around your families, wives, and sweet children! You guys will never be forgotten & always missed! Love Always Roby
June 15, 2014
June 15, 2014
Happy Fathers Day, Josh you are so missed. Debbie
June 9, 2014
June 9, 2014
Happy anniversary sweetie!!! 15 wonderful years.... Was wanting a lot more but I'm grateful for what I got. You are my forever... Love you then... Love you still... Always have ... Always will
Forever tangled up in you
Xo
Lara
June 7, 2014
June 7, 2014
It's been 8 months today and I miss you more all the time. Say Happy Birthday to Albert for us. We miss all of you so much. Hope you all liked the balloons sent your way today. Love you more
Lara
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014
Memorial Day and I'm trying to hold on and keep every memory alive for Teague and Reece.
Yesterday morning Teague came in and sat next to me in bed and said " daddy is happy mom" I asked what do u mean? He said " daddy is happy in Heaven " I asked how do u know  He said " I woke up and he told me".... Pretty crazy.... It was the first thing said between us and in the past Teague has made comments that daddy is sad and wants to come home. Those words yesterday made me very happy to hear.
Forever missed... But never forgotten ....
Forever tangled up in you.... Love you more
Lara
May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014
Had my first dream with Josh since his passing we stood on a bluff in hurricane watching copters he was his normal self unaware of anything being wrong I was aware he is gone and I hugged him rubbed his shoulders and held him knowing when this dream ends its over what a loss and then recently Robin is gone along with his co pilot this is crazy the whole team is gone makes no sense it breaks my heart that Josh cant enjoy his beautiful children both a couple of characters I love them dearly and Lara a perfect wife for Josh and a daughter to me love you Josh ill look after them
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014
7 months ago you left the physical world. I can't believe it's been that long since we have talked, laughed, or held eachother.

Just want to share a message by President Dieter F. Uchtforf "endings here in mortality are not endings at all. They are merely interruptions-temporary pauses that one day will seem small compared to the eternal joy awaiting the faithful.... There are no true endings, only everlasting beginnings."

Can't wait for our everlasting beginning.
Love you more
Lara
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014
"Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory." ~ Dr Seuss

I value every single moment I shared with Josh, Albert & Robin and I will forever cherish those memories! Please continue to watch over all of us especially your beautiful wives & children that miss you dearly! Life down here just isn't quite the same without you guys!
April 15, 2014
April 15, 2014
Josh.... Please give Robin & Albert a GREAT BIG HUG from me!!? I miss all 3 of you very much. You guys will always be my best buddies!!! Please watch over all of us especially Lexi & Bella!

Miss & Love you guys ....
Roby
April 12, 2014
April 12, 2014
Oh Josh how we miss you. You are so terribly missed by Lara,Teague, and Reece. But, I miss you too. Please stay close so we can feel your spirit. Say hi to Robin and Albert. Hugs and love
Debbie
April 10, 2014
April 10, 2014
I just learned about your friends today from your beautiful wife as tears rolled down that beautiful face. Stronger than ever (she is). I just ask myself why and realize that most things we will not have answers to in this life but It is fun knowing that you are not alone. And now Lara and babies have more guardian angles watching and protecting them. I just pray that our heavenly father can ease this pain and allow your memory to live on.
April 8, 2014
April 8, 2014
Well we discovered that you greeted and were joined with two of your buddies yesterday... Robin and Albert. Sure you hugged them tight. Crazy your all together now. Fun, great, amazing men. Give them a hug from us.
Love you more
Lara
April 7, 2014
April 7, 2014
6 months today ... Still so unreal. I miss everything about you and us. Life will never be the same . Forever Tangled Up In You.... Love you more
Lara
March 27, 2014
March 27, 2014
Four years ago today we welcomed a beautiful baby boy into our world. Josh was instantly in love with his son. In awe. Took us a week after we went home to finally sign the birth certificate with Teague Joshua Fitts. Josh never wanted to let Teague go. Constantly holding and cuddling him. Josh always struggled to be in front of people so he did his own version of a fathers blessing.... It was just the three of us in bed. It was beautiful. All the the hopes and dreams of a good life for your new baby boy. To be a good loving person, be sealed to his wife someday and to always have the spirit in his life. I wasn't invited to Reece's blessing. I guess it was just between Josh and Reece. He informed me when it happened but only the two of them know what was said. We were sent two amazing angels to bless our lives ... Unfortunately you had to to go home too soon. I know your here.... But it's not quite the same. I pray that our daddy angel is blessing us with father blessings all the time. You are my forever , loved you then, love you still, always have .... Always will.
Love you more
Lara
Page 1 of 3

Leave a Tribute

Light a Candle
Lay a Flower
Leave a Note
 
Recent Tributes
October 10, 2023
October 10, 2023
10 years, I can't believe I haven't seen you in a decade. We think and talk about you all the time. Everyone misses you so much. Always on my mind, forever in my heart. Love you Josh!
October 6, 2023
October 6, 2023
Ten years, doesnt seem possible. Miss my nephew a lot, so did grandpa right up to the days before grandpa passed.
December 7, 2022
December 7, 2022
Happy Birthday sweetheart…. You would have been 44 years old yesterday and i wish i knew what that looked like… most likely you would have been more handsome and i would have to chase other women off with a stick lol… your name is still brought up often throughout the day and your missed horribly…. I really wish i would know what it looked like to have you with the kids especially in their hard times…. It can be really tough at times and i hope you are sending some love and support to help me handle things correctly…. Overall… we are doing great … Reece loves school and Teague hates it… becoming more and more like his dad ever day lol….i love you so much..

Lara
Recent stories

Josh the Teacher

October 7, 2015

So I was cleaning up my computer and found some old videos (see videos posted on Facebook) of Fitts mastering his craft with a long-line, which he was awesome at, and always willing to help teach others, including myself. I remember the first time he let me practice long-line he jumped out on the mesa above the old airport and said " ok bring me the hook and don't screw this up".  After I laid the hook down next to him he signaled me to lift and go around again. As I started to lift, I glanced down and noticed josh was still hanging on to the hook, LOL.  So I proceeded to give him a ride and I wish I had this video instead to share it was halarious. I remember him letting go at somewhere between 10 or 15 ft AGL and thinking this guy is extreme!  Sure miss all the good times we shared and know where ever you are you're still having fun. RIP Brother

Snow and Skis = Strength

October 7, 2014

You always pushed me to be my best. I know I wouldn't be who I am without you kicking me in the butt all the time. Back when we were dating you , let's just say lacked in the manners department... When we would go skiing you would pretty much leave me in the dust! We would arrive to a double black diamond and without hesitation you would go... I would have the fear of getting lost so I would grit my teeth and follow! There were times I would be scaling cliffs trying to get down and you would be at the bottom saying " sorry babe.. Didn't realize it would be this hard"... But once I did make it by your side your were always proud and cheering me on. Once  we got to go to Sundance on a total powder day.. And after the frustration of locking our keys in the car with our gear inside and you thought the  " pow pow" day (as you called it )was ruined... We were on the lift and realized  they had just opened the upper bowl and we would be one of the first to arrive. You  were giddy  like a kid on Christmas morning. We got off and you went for Wildflower .. An easy run for you but with knee high powder you knew I would be challenged. You " bombed" that hill and left me to fend for myself.. Once again not paying attention to the  whole run in itself  but gritting my teeth and going over the edge. One turn after the other I tackled the  hill with no falls or " yard sales " .  I  could hear you cheering as I got closer and when I was by your side you were ecstatic with my performance!  Look at your perfect "s" patterns!! That was awesome!!!! You were very proud and I was worn out. We got to the lift and I colapsed. I told you two do a couple runs so I could recover . 

You made me stronger. As I am faced with this challenge without you... The rocky terrains and being left in the dust... I know your sorry for this path I'm on and didn't want it to be so hard.... But Im Putting my head down and gritting my teeth... I know you are cheering me on... And when I stand by your side.. You will be ecstatic and be so proud. 

Can't wait to be in your arms. Forever Tangled Up in You... Love you more


Lara

Summer 2013 memories

October 6, 2014

Can I just tell you how thankful I am that I made Jeff take a week off that summer.  So many times he would tell me "no, I have to work" but for some reason he just didn't say it this time.  I think it's helped with our pain this past year. Knowing we had so much time to be with you, and just to truly be ourselves.  Let the world go for a little bit and enjoy our moment. 

I should call that summer the summer of water. Because when I think about meeting up with you and Lara we ended up around the water. Water fights, water park, and the Springville water pad.  

1st of all the water pad:  it was my 1st day in town and I was so excited to see you and Lara.  You brought Aubry and your mom with you. It was so much fun. I see you hanging out on the lawn with your big smile. Your chatting away making everyone happy.  I'm glad I made the time. I'm glad you did too. 

Provo Pool: seriously could you and Jeff be any bigger kids going down those slides? You boys left me and Lara to chill while we set back and watched you run to the tip to do the slide races down again and again. But then you let us join in and Lara and I went down together and then we all took the kids. It was so fun. You scared the crap out of Teague.  And it was so funny to see that.  You and Jeff jumping off the rock jump was such a great time. You 2 are so funny.  Love you both so much.

My favorite memory of the summer was the water fight up at Lara's mom's house. You were relentless! It started out with just me and Lara in the house coloring my hair. And we hear Cal getting pounded by your water balloons.  After a while I had to step in and save my son!  You and Jeff on a team, and Cal and me on one.  What started out as a water balloon fight turned into stilling each other's water hoses and turning off each other's water supply.  I like to think Cal grew-up a little more that day.  You didn't go easy on him. And because of that he wanted his sweet revenge on you. As Cal went for his one last water balloon shoved down the neck of your now stretched out tshirt neck of your shirt I saw your face of shock and finally giving up and giving to him to let him have his sweet revenge. Plus you didn't want too put up too much of a fight at the end because you knew if you moved the tshirt was getting stretched out a lot more. And also since the legendary water fight outside had moved inside to the kitchen. I Don't think we could have made a mess in Debbie's kitchen that we both didn't want to clean up.  Way to hold still.

Oh I loved that summer.  I loved that you took extra time so say good bye to us as we pulled away to head back to California. You were always good at saying your goodbye's.  Can't wait to see what your Hello will be like.  But we know it will be good. Everything you do was just amazing. We love you. And I miss you, even though I know your here still watching out for us, can wait to see you again!

Xoxox

Sarah 



Invite others to Joshua's website:

Invite by email

Post to your timeline