I miss my baby so much, i know we had tge best 9 years together but there so much i still had to say.. i miss u more then u could ever think of.. i cant wait to be with u again u are my soul mate.. i know u are at peace with bop having the best time ever. .. and you got to meet my mom i know she gonna love u.. and i know yal all be at tge gates waiting on me.. I love you forever daddy Your muffin

A couple weeks ago I drove my brother to the doctors office to get some imaging done. He wanted to repay me for driving him by taking us to lunch. Josh, the kids and I went to Tacos & Beer in Woodstock and had a great lunch. But as usual Kaeden wouldn't sit still long enough to eat. Josh, finally realizing he wasnt going to calm down, looks over at Kaeden saying softly "Hey Buddy, you need to calm down & eat your food, you're acting like a wild animal!" Lol! We laughed and talked some more. Then Kaeden began bouncing in the seat next to Josh after he ate one bite and so I stepped in and said "Kaeden, quit planking on Uncle Josh and eat your food!" Josh choked on his drink and asked "Sister, what the heck is planking!?!" We died laughing and enjoyed the rest of our lunch. I'm so very blessed to have that last lunch and the last few weeks with my brother spent on our outings and special phone conversations. I miss him so very much I cherish those last moments....