Hi, 

 I Have so many unforgetable moments and memories that were shared between me josh and Sabrina over the 14 years I knew josh. I loved josh and thought of him as my brother and I was his sis. There was never usually a dull moment whenever josh was around his wheels were always spinning thinking about that  master plan when  actually all he wanted to be was a good father, and provider and good man.  I watched josh through out life  make mistakes and pay his dues . And when he first is he'd serving his last term he looked me in the eyes and said "that's it sis I can't do this anymore" and that was the day he got his welding job. I've never seen him walk so tall and proud. He loved all his children and Sabrina owned his heart. He was the happiest I've ever seen him. This past easter it was a gift to have him and Sabrina and most of the kids come spend easter with my family. Josh actually financed a car through the dealership I work  for. I remember josh coming in to make car payment and us laughing about how he suprised his mom by paying her back for a loan he had gotten from her    he was a hard worker and mostly josh was a great friend'