Josh,
I miss you so much!
I hope & pray you'll be waiting for me in Heaven so I will be able to get my special Joshie hug!!!
I love you, Son.
Mom X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0X0

Happy Heavenly Birthday Joshie. We love and miss you much. All my love Marg xxoo

Joshie,
15 years ago the silliness & laughter left our lives.
You were always the one who made me laugh & smile.
We loved life a bit more when you were around.
So many things remind me of you.
I miss my boy so much.
Love you, Josh.
Mom

Happy Heavenly birthday Josh. You’re always in my ❤️. 

Josh,
Happy 46th Birthday, my son!!
I miss you every day.
I will love you always, Mom!!

Happy Birthday. We miss and love you so very much xxoo

It's been 14 long yrs. since you left us.
Auntie Ree died today. Maybe you've seen her already.
I wish I knew if you were with Mack or my Mom.
It would feel so much better!
Love you so much.  And still miss you like crazy!
Mom

Your 45th birthday is not possible. I cannot envision a 45 yr old Josh.
I guess you'll always be 31 now.
That's what Mom's think about. One of the many things. I still see that grin. I will always see it.
Love you, Joshie.

13 yrs ago I lost you Josh. You used to be the one who I could count on to bring my up when I was down. Those damn drugs took that away from you and took that away from me.
I miss the joy & giddiness you used to have in life. You used to share all of that with the people you loved. Now you have a son, a nephew & a niece who could use an infusion of Josh. I'm sure your grandson & granddaughter could too. We all need you. You left us way too soon! 

Happy heavenly birthday Josh. Just getting around to writing this. It’s been quite the year. I often think of loved ones who have passed and how they would have been affected by this past year. So much has happened.  It’s hard to believe you would have been 44 this year. Brandon will be 43. You wouldn’t recognize him with his long hair. He’s happy with Arianne. They’ve been together 17 years. Ryan and Ali had a rough January. They lost their pregnancy. She was 19 weeks. It was another girl. I’m sure you would be amazed at Ryan too. That little boy that you and Brandon played with is almost 34. Where does time go. You’ve been gone so long and I didn’t even know it for years. Kiss our baby girl in heaven. Can’t wait to see you both. 

Josh.
You would be 44 today. So much lost time. It's hard to imagine you at 44.
I do feel you are an angel or some spirit watching over me. I'm sure you watch over Margaret & Jace too. It gives me some comfort to feel like you are still with me.
I love you, Josh. Always.

Happy Birthday Joshie. Jace and I miss you and think about you everyday. I watched the super bowl for you. I know excited you would be with the Bucs win. I love you Josh so very much. Happy birthday xxxxoooo

Well, 12 yrs ago today was one of the worst days of my life, but with time, I don't really think about the painful parts anymore. My brain is busy trying to remember all the good memories of you & Mack. I'm so afraid I will forget something I really want to remember. I'll never forget you towering over me, the shaved head, the huge beard, or the silly grin with the chipped tooth. I never will forget my Joshie! Love you always, Mom

I miss you so very much. There isn’t a day that I do not think about you. You are in my heart forever. I have so many happy memories of you and mom tells me about you. I just found out today talking to mom how you loved he-man. Lol. It made me laugh. I remember your love of music and movies I remember how much you loved your son Jace. You brought so much happiness to so many people. You had such a big heart. I remember you buying groceries for an elderly women at the mat. Everyone loved you. I miss you so very much Josh. I love you so very much

Happy heavenly birthday Josh. I was watching home movies this weekend and there you were hanging out with us as you often did. Getting your perfect attendance award in middle school at the awards program. The weekend we all went to Trade Winds for the company party at the beach. We laughed so hard. You would remember. I’m so happy to have these moments to look back on and remember all the good times we shared with you.  Miss you. ❤️

Joshie! You would be 43 today? I think I put 42 somewhere else. I cannot imagine you as a middle aged man, with those type of attitudes. You might even have become a Republican!!! Then we would be fussing at each other constantly. I try to picture how you would be. You already shaved your head bald. You already had gained weight with your meds & had a pot belly. That's as far as I want to take my imagination. You would still have dogs with you all the time. You would still love your family as much as always. I really miss you, son, and love you as much as always.

Happy Heavenly Birthday Joshie. Jace and I love and miss you so very much. We have so many happy memories of you, you brought us so much love. Thank you for that love. I Love You Josh xxxxoooo

Joshie,
That's how I think of you. You'd be 42. I missed the 10th being gone, but today Mack would be 72. Both close together.
Maybe that's what makes it extra hard to get over. You were my 2 men & now, that you are gone, I have boys. Not really, but things aren't the same.
I love you & miss you so much, my only son. 
I hope to see you again someday.

Happy birthday in heaven Josh! I still think of you often and miss that big smile!

Happy Birthday. We love and miss you everyday. Today i found a picture of you and Jace. You were potty training Jc. It was a funny pic. U and jc looked up at the camara so happy and proud. Jace and i talk about the fun stuff you and he did together and how u both liked 2 make me laugh. You gave us so many happy memories. I love you so much Josh xxxxoooo

Josh,
You would have been 41 today. It's hard to visualize you 10 yrs. older. At 31, you were still like a young spirit sometimes. 
Happy Birthday in Heaven, where we probably have no birthdays anymore.
Love you always, Mom

My Joshie Meg and i have been talking alot about you. Good memories like you singing in my ear at our concerts. I have been listening to our music and it always brings a smile to my face. I know you are watching over me and Jace. I just wish you were here to see Jace grow. He hasnt forgot his dad. We all miss and love you so much. Everyday you are in my thoughts. I miss our talks and your silliness. I love you Josh and always will. You are my husband and my best friend now and forever. All my love Marg xxxxoooo

Dear Josh my son, I love you more than I could ever say. I miss you with all my heart. You were a great joy to me and our family. You will always be close in my thoughts. Tears well up as I think of you. I will miss you for the rest of my life. Your father, George

Thinking of you today Josh. Still trying to understand how you can be gone at such a young age. You left behind so many friends and loved ones. You remain in our hearts.

Joshy,
Here I am again, 9 years after your death. I am so thankful to have all my memories of you and of Mack. I've also lost Reddog & Mackman, Building a new life take work & time. Now Bobbi & Ray want to relocate. The Nquyen family reached out last year looking for you. That was hard, because I remember your telling me about you & Brandon playing basketball for hours.
So things do not really get easier. The loss is always there, plus we build onto it with more losses. You and Bobbi & Margaret were so important to me when Mack was gone. Now Margaret & Jace are gone to TX.
I miss you & I love you Josh.
Mom

I am saddened beyond words to hear about Josh passing away. I have tried several times to reach him over the past few years. It was by sheer coincidence that my son, Brandon, found this site today. He and Josh were best friends during their younger days and we lived next door to him on Warwick Dr. in Clearwater, FL. We were just talking about him this weekend and he decided to look him up. Josh and Margaret kept in touch for a few years after Josh contacted me and then we lost touch after they moved. I tried to reach out to him for Brandon's 30th birthday but had no luck finding him. I've often thought of him and wondered where he and Margaret were. He was like a third son to me and I remember all the times he spent at our home and he and Brandon playing with my younger son when he visited us. My heart is heavy over this sad news. My thoughts and prayers go out to all his family.

Miss you Josh. You had a great sense of humor. Rest in peace

You will always be 'forever missed', Joshy.
I still can't believe I only had 31 part-time years with you.
Love you, Josh.

Still missing your silly, crooked smile. It's sad when I think of the fun you're missing with Jacey. Margaret does a great job of keeping your memory alive to Jace. He still loves his dad. Love you, Josh.

Josh, I miss your laugh, your fantastic hugs, and more than anything, I miss your unconditional love. You loved your mother more than just about anything. You felt a connection that we never lost, and will always be there. I look forward to a reunion someday, Josh. I love you, Son.

So beautiful Jane. Now you have a silly grandson to carry on his name and his antics, lol. This sight is a great idea. Peace Josh