Josh I miss you so much more then I can say, but I know you hear everything in heaven,even as we all talk to you here on earth. I see your picture every morning when I wake up and look in the mirror as it's been on my vanity for 19 years(since YOU put it up after my b day) and will remain there. I remember going to your mom's and it always felt like home, like she some how made cookies 3 seconds b4 I walked inside! When you'd come and stay at the lake house w/ me whenever I needed you or you just needed a "vacation in ur lake front property(your words" I remember making my mom drive me from Nokesville to Lorton at age13 because I had my bestfriend there, and it only took her getting to know you once to being comited to driving me their through out my whole childhood. We stuck together though all the tough times and I miss you so much. I love you and I'm sorry I never even knew this page exhisted or I would've written earlier. I love you J so much and will continue my frequency of questions I ask you, because I know you are up in heaven answering and helping us all~Lin-z