when i was pregnant from you i asked the doctor to let me give birth on jan.6 "el dia de los reyes magos" and he said yes!i was so happy cuz i knew you were a lil prince on the way,the day you were born the first thing i did was kiss u on ur lips nd looked at ur face and said u look like my dad,and saw ur lil green eyes and fell inlove,ur dad was figthin to carry u first nd da nurse said no! mommy did all da pushin lol nd i held u and would'nt let no one hold you,i fell asleep dat night holding you,the hospital got full the next day wit ur fam nd friends,everybody fell inlove you were lookin around so alert and remember you grabin tat'ys hand nd her screamin wat a grip! he's so strong...you brought so much joy and smiles wen i brought you home,it looked like a star was born evrybody takin pics nd videos of you,i was so happy my last born,u always put a smile on my face no matter wat was happenin,there was not one day you didn't say "mommy i love you" and would kiss me on my lips and run,i'm glad i told you evryday i loved you and would smother in kisses,so strange cuz i didn't do dat to ur brother's and sisters,i guess now i kno why:( i miss you so much,i cry evryday but will always remember,how you made smile i have all your things since u were born,everythin is exctly how you left it,i will never let you go. i love you nani,you took me with you...if you only knew i'm not gona b able to make it without you.

I will always remember about a month before you passed the joy and happiness in your face when I surprised you with a nintendo 64. You asked me for a video console but I guess you never expected me to bring you one since I ws barely around. The day I showed up with the nintendo and games you had this glow in your face that was priceless. Till this day I remembered that smile from ear to ear. You even told Little Gino to stay away from your "tendo" that "HEY" got you because it was yours and he didnt like you touching his. You called me everyday to bring you the power cable lol Then the phase of the silly bands came around, I saw some adorable toy story themed bands and they reminded me of you and so I bought them. When I gave them to you you did the same thing, you smiled like you were in disneyland. You asked me to open the case for you but immediately took it away from me and said only Dasza could touch them. I'm glad a was able to make you smile and be happy atleast a little before you left us. I'll hold on to that smile of yours forever. I love you.