I remember on your sick bed, we talked about me having a baby, and your exact words were, "Awwww... she is going to lay right here next to me".  I said in response, "Who said its going to be a girl. I want a boy".  Then here you go with your face all turned upside down, "Oh he ain't laying next to me. I want  girl". LOL.  All that to say, though you are now gone, SHE IS HERE! I hope she does lay next to you every night because it hurts that your not here to be with us.  I knew from the time I concieved her she was a girl all because of you.  I miss your crazy butt!



xoxoxoxox


Scary J (insider)