- 55 years old
- Date of birth: May 29, 1952
- Place of birth:
Frederick, Maryland, United States
- Date of passing: Mar 2, 2008
- Place of passing:
Frederick, Maryland, United States
|There will never be No one else like her, No one could ever replace her and No one will ever forget her She left us a lifetime of Beautiful memories that will forever be in our Hearts|
"Dear Mom I'm writing you this letter to let you know how much I love and miss you! I have so many thoughts and emotions swirling through my head and heart today. It's hard to believe that six years have gone by since that cold March day when you past away and left me. Much has happened to our family since then, Some of it good, and some not so good. I'll tell you a couple of the good things that happened since you left us. Charlie got married sure wished you could of been here for that. You now have two more great grandbabies that's a total of three they are so awesome I love being a grandma. It saddens me deeply that you never had a chance to meet them. Besides Dylan who you got to meet Heather had a little girl in 2009 and named her Chloe Diane and then in 2012 she had another baby boy she named him Mason Michael you would have spoiled them probably more then me. lol On anniversaries like this, I often find myself playing the "what if" game. I know it doesn't get me anywhere and it is hardly productive, but it is hard not to. What would my life be like if you were still here with me. Would I be working with you everyday now? Would you be living with me yet? Would we still me planning our cruise to the Bermuda? These are the thoughts that go through my head. Are they logical? Probably not. I remember the day of your passing so vividly, as if it were only yesterday. Sunday, March 2,2008 was absolutely the worst day of my life when you slipped away from me. To watch you take your last breath was undescribable pain, but I will say I am so glad I never left your side the whole time and that I was there with you and you were not alone I hope you knew that. I remember the last time we were together you just stopped by the house for no reason at all I really was surprised you usually didn't come up through the week. We had a great time looking through all the photo's I took of Dylan and then we set there and ordered every last one of them I got them a couple of days after you pasted that was hard. Little did we know that was the last time we would ever see each other. But if I remember nothing else, I will always remember you being there for me and even going above and beyond in so many ways. I'm so lucky I got so many great memories of you. I just hope me and Heather will have that kind of relationship and love that we had. The ups and downs I wouldn't trade them for anything well I take that make what I know now being older I wish I would have never put you through any pain and told you more often how much you mean to me, how much I love you and how grateful I was that you were my mom. I miss you mom. I wish I could give you hugs and kisses again. I wish you could come over for dinner again. I wish you could come take care of me when I am sick. I wish you could hug and hold your granddaughter and great grandbabies. I wish you were here to help Charlie it's been so hard on him to he feels so lost without you and nothing I do or say can help him. I wish so many things mom. But most of all, I wish you Happiness up in heaven! I know you are looking down on all of us and smiling right now. Mom- I love and miss you more than ever. Your loving Daughter"
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