Hey Momma! Came across this page in my email! Mikki made it for you. Can't believe she is with you now. I miss you and her so much! I wish I could be with y'all! Life is so hard without you two. I don't understand the world these days. It's very lonely without you here. I hope you are proud of me in some way! I've always tried my best to do what's right and treat others how I want to be treated. But it seems I don't get that in return sometimes. I'm trying hard not to become bitter and cold hearted. I don't have the guidance of you and my sister anymore. I'm lost and don't know where I belong in this world. I love my boys with all my heart. I think everyday why couldn't you stay and teach me how to teach them. I try my best with what I know. So when they get older they will be great men. But I feel like I fail them all the time. Send me signs to show me the way. I miss you everyday! But will love you for a lifetime. Until we meet again. Watch over the boys and I! If anyone at all, I know you and my sister have my back! ❤